Tired

This is my 7th fanfic. Yea for me!

Summary: Mikan is tired of being bullied. Tired of being hit all the time. Tired of being happy when she isn't. No one seems to care about her. "You're a no star." "You don't belong here." What if she went to ask help from Persona? Her brother that she never knew she had? Would Mikan discover her true self with a help from someone? When will she show everyone her true self? Would everyone accept it? Would they regret hurting her now? Why would she hide her true self for so long? Read on to find out.

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Expect OOCness

Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice.

Chapter 1: Prologue

Mikan's POV

Another day for me to get bullied. My name is Mikan Sakura. I am 16 and in the high school section. My best friend is Hotaru Imai, but sometimes I wonder how we can even be friends. I was late to class, but I'm just going to walk for a while and tell you everything about me. I am a 2 star and I have the nullification and SEC alice. SEC stands Steal/Copy/Erase. Oh, great now I am really late, gotta run faster. I was running so fast that I ran into Natsume. I fell on the ground. "Oh so it's Polka, or should I say Apples." said Natsume. "Hentai!" I yelled. See, my day starts out like this. Having to be bullied over and over again by everyone.

End of POV

Mikan went into the classroom and was glad that the teacher wasn't there yet. She spotted Hotaru and ran to Hotaru for a hug. Instead, of receiving a hug from Hotaru, she received a blow from the baka gun. "Don't touch me, baka." said Hotaru blowing the tip of her baka gun.

Mikan's POV

I was going to get a hug from Hotaru, but she hit me with her baka gun. I flew to the wall and it hurts. Yuu came asking if I was alright. I put my smile on, but it was fake. "I'm fine." I said. Yuu was convinced that I was okay. The door opened and Ruka-pyon and the pervert, Natsume, came in. "Ohayo, Ruka-pyon. Natsume." I said giving off my fake smile. "Ohayo, Sakura-san." said Ruka-pyon. Even Ruka was able to be convinced by my fake smile. "Hn." I heard Natsume say. I rolled my eyes. Oh great I see Permy coming here. Now she's going to yell in my ears.

End of POV

"You no star, don't you dare talk to Natsume-sama again." said Sumire. "You have no right to talk to him." added Sumire. "Yeah." said her members. Mikan was about to cry, but she held it in and said "You have no right to tell me what to do Permy." and went to her seat. Sumire was yelling about her name. Mikan was looking out the window with a sad expression on her face. Of course, no one notice. No one ever did, but Koko was the only one who was always able to know. Mikan and Koko have become best friends over the years in Gakuen Alice, and they would help each other when the other is having problems.

Class started. It was Jinno teaching. Jinno caught Mikan yawning. "Sakura! Answer the question 10 on page 39." said Jinno. Mikan flipped through the pages and couldn't solve in time. "Time is wasting." said Jinno. Mikan had to guess the answer. "40?" said Mikan sheepishly. "No! You have detention for not paying attention in class." said Jinno. Mikan sighed and looked at the teacher making it look like she was paying attention. Koko was looking at Mikan from time to time worried about her. Class ended and she went to the study hall because she had detention.

Mikan went to her room later that night. She was on her bed, thinking. She was thinking about the 6 years of people hurting her, putting on a smile when she's hurt, and when she was bullied. Mikan was hurt so much everyday she didn't want to worry her friends, but the only that she knew who was worried about her was Koko. Mikan was thinking, when she suddenly thought of Persona. She wondered why she thought of Persona, but she thought that maybe she thought of him because since he helped Natsume become cold to everyone; she thought that maybe Persona can help her.

When she made sure that everyone was asleep, she went to Koko's room. "Koko?" asked Mikan. "Yea?" asked Koko. "If you don't see me tomorrow morning, then don't worry too much or else I'll haunt you." said Mikan. "Where are you going?" asked Koko being more alert now. "I'm going to see Persona-sensei for help." said Mikan. "Help?! Do you think he'll help you?" asked Koko. "Well, I was thinking of help when I suddenly thought of him." said Mikan. "Okay, but be careful." said Koko. "Okay." said Mikan and left to find Persona. She was glad that Natsume was on a mission, so that only made Persona easier to find. She went to the Northern Woods and she was right; Persona was there waiting for Natsume to come back from his mission. Mikan was walking towards Persona when she stepped on a twig.

"Who's there?" asked Persona. Mikan got scared and showed herself. "Why it isn't Mikan Sakura?" said Persona. "What are you doing here?" added Persona. "I was wondering if you could help me." said Mikan. "Help you with what?" asked Persona. "I was thinking if you can help me because I'm tired of getting hurt, tired of putting on a smile when I'm hurt, and tired of getting bullied for 6 years." said Mikan with a sad expression. Persona sensed Natsume's presense. "Stand behind me." said Persona. Mikan did as she was told and stood behind Persona. Natsume was in front of Persona and was walking to his dorm room. He didn't even sense Mikan's presense since she was standing behind Persona, he hid her presense.

"About that help." said Persona turning around to Mikan. "Follow me." said Persona and walked to his house. Mikan followed Persona. Persona sat on the sofa and Mikan sat on the opposite couch. "Would you like to know who I am?" asked Persona. "Aren't you my teacher?" asked Mikan. "I am a teacher, but I am also someone else." said Persona. "What do you mean?" asked Mikan confused. "I guess you don't remember." said Persona. "You were a baby then, I couldn't expect you to remember me." added Persona. "Huh?" asked Mikan getting more confused. "Okay don't get any more confused." said Persona annoyed. "I am your brother, Persona Sakura." added Persona. Mikan's eyes were wide opened with shock written everywhere.

"Here, we'll watch a video to show that we're actually siblings." said Persona getting up and put the video in. A screen showed with a boy around Mikan's age, or younger, holding a baby with small brown hair. "Mikan smile at your brother, Persona." a voice was heard. Mikan was smiling at Persona in the video and Persona smiled back. Persona stopped the tape. "You weren't supposed to see that." said Persona. "O-Onii-chan?" asked Mikan. "Hai, Mikan." said Persona. Mikan ran and hug Persona. Persona hugged Mikan back. "I missed you!" yelled Mikan. "How can you miss me when we've seen each other for 6 years already." said Persona. "Oh yea." said Mikan.

Persona broke the hug and sat back down on the couch and so did Mikan, only she sat next to Persona. "About that help you asked for earlier." said Persona. "Is smiling all the time your true self?" added Persona. "What do you mean by true self?" asked Mikan. "Well, you know in the video I smiled right?" asked Persona. Mikan nodded her head. "Well, that was my true self; do you think smiling all the time is your true self?" asked Persona. "No, I don't really think so." said Mikan. "Well, would you like to know?" asked Persona. "Yes." said Mikan. "Okay, it's really easy. I just need you to sleep in a room tonight and tomorrow night and the day after tomorrow your true self will come and you won't be able to be your fake self ever again." said Persona. "Okay, where is the room?" asked Mikan. "Follow me. And tomorrow ask Naru if you can enter the academy again as a new person." said Persona. "So I ask him if I can enter as a new person, right?" asked Mikan making sure. "Yea." said Persona and stopped in front of a door.

"Here is the room." said Persona opening the door. The room was dark, but light from the halls entered and it showed Mikan what the room looked like. The room had a small bed with a uniform in it. Mikan entered the room and turned back to Persona. "Onii-chan, do you know what my true self is?" asked Mikan. "Yea." said Persona. "Then can you be in charge of my star rank and ability type since you know what my true self is?" asked Mikan. "Sure. Now get some rest." said Persona. "Okay, oyasumi, Onii-chan." said Mikan. "Oyasumi." said Persona and closed the door. Mikan went to sleep on the bed.

The next day Mikan woke up having to feel strange. She figured that it must be the effects. She changed and walked outside and went to class. Mikan met with Koko outside of the classroom. "Koko!" yelled Mikan waving at him trying to get his attention. "Mikan! You survived!" yelled Koko. "Shh. Quiet, I don't want anyone to know." said Mikan. "Sorry. So how did it go?" asked Koko. "Well, I found out that...hold on. Hotaru, stop spying or I'll burn your fly." said Mikan and Hotaru stopped spying on Mikan. "Okay I found out that Persona is my brother." said Mikan. "Whoa." said Koko. "I know, but don't tell anyone." said Mikan. Koko nodded his head. "And just between you, me, and Onni-chan, I might ask Narumi-sensei if I can re-enter Gakuen Alice as my true self." said Mikan. "What is your true self?" asked Koko. "I don't know yet, but you'll still be my best friend no matter who I am, right?" asked Mikan. "Sure." said Koko.

They both walked into the classroom and a moment later the teacher entered the classroom. Classes started and Narumi's class was the last one, so Mikan had a chance to ask him. Class had ended and Mikan waited for everyone to be gone until she was able to talk to Narumi. "Narumi-sensei?" asked Mikan. "Hai, Mikan-chan?" asked Narumi. "I was wondering if I can re-enter Gakuen Alice as a different person." asked Mikan. "Okay, what would your name be?" asked Narumi. "My name would still be the same I just want to re-enter Gakuen Alice as my true self." said Mikan. "Okay." said Narumi.

Mikan went back to Persona's house and talked with Persona about her day at school. One moment she's happy, then she's mad, and then she's sad. It was really hard for Persona to catch up so he pretended that he was listening. Mikan went to her room and slept hoping that her true self would finally appear.

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