Rosalie
I sit on mine and Emmett's window seat, on one of the rare occasions I am home alone, flipping through Alice's wedding binder for Edward's and Bella's wedding. It is very well planned. Everything was done to make Bella seem like the most important person in the world. Not that she will care. I sigh and look out the widow. The backyard is set up with fifty, white chairs facing a small platform with a white canopy over it. It is beautiful and perfect. I just wish it wasn't going to happen.
I love Edward and I want him to be happy. But Bella has everything. She has humanity, beauty, charm, and brains she could be anything she wanted. Have anything she wanted. Get married to someone who would age with her and they could have children together. She could have the babies I couldn't. The life I couldn't have.
How could she throw it away? She has everything. I know why though, Edward. As much as I wished it wasn't so, she loves him with her whole heart. Just as I loves Emmett, as Esme loves Carlisle, and as Alice loves Jasper. I wouldn't ever tell her this though. Edward thinks me vain and he is correct, I am. But it doesn't mean I'm blind or heartless. I know how she cares for him. I truly do.
Even though it may be silly, I still do not care for her much. She has everything and is going to throw it away and I shall never forgive her for it. I want the best for her and an eternity as one of the damned is not what's best. I suppose I treat her as a sister because of this though. As an older sister who thinks she knows what is best for her little sister and tries her best to make her see that. I suppose I even love her. This doesn't change the fact that I believe she's making a mistake though.
Maybe I can still change her mind. Yes, I think maybe I can. I can tell her again just how high the price of being with Edward is. She loves him of course, but that doesn't mean that she is blind and that she doesn't want to have children and watch them grow under her love.
The door creaks from downstairs and I know it's Bella because only she would make that much noise. I know that now is my last chance to make her see the light. I run downstairs to her and she gasps in surprise. I chuckle as she questions me with her big, brown eyes. "Ummm is Alice here, Rosalie?"
"No, not yet she will be soon though. Come with me though I wish to talk to you for a moment." She stares at me as if I've lost my mind. She thinks I'm acting strangely. "Come on, Bella. I promise I won't bite," I tell her and after I do her eyes widen with shock. Poor Bella, it must be hard being around vampires all of the time. I walk up the stairs and go into mine and Emmett's room. I take a seat on the window seat and Bella does the same.
"I like yours and Emmett's room, Rosalie," Bella says, nervously. She hasn't been in here before, I had forgotten.
"Bella, please don't," I tell her hoping that I won't need to explain. As my words register she gives me a knowing look and I know further explanation won't be necessary.
"Rosalie, I have to. Please, listen to me for a moment would you trade Emmett for your humanity?" she asks me. How dare she ask me that? I can't believe it. The nerve of her. Bella gets up and walks to the door. Then I realize why I'm so angry with her for asking me this. It's because I wouldn't. I would rather be with Emmett than be human and have children with a man I didn't love. My answer would be different if I hadn't found Emmett, but I did. And I would never give him up.
"No, no I wouldn't," I tell her so quietly I'm not sure she heard. She looks back at me and with a sad smile and the tears in her eyes tell me everything. She heard what I said and exactly what I meant. I forgive her. I forgive her for choosing him over humanity.
"Thank you, Rosalie. I've been wanting to ask you something for a while now and I think it's finally the right time. Will you be one of my bridesmaids?" she asks me tears rolling down her cheeks. If I had any tears to cry I would.
"Yes, of course I will be a bridesmaid," I answer my voice thick with the emotion I rarely show.
"Thank you, Rose," Bella says walking out of my room pulling the door shut behind her to give me privacy. Lucky Edward, is all I can think before I break down in tearless sobs.