"Bye Lucy"

My body jolts awake beneath the sheets. The cool morning air causing my skin to prickle with the all-to-familiar chill of winter.

I listen again for the thrum of two extra heartbeats and eventually draw in a shaky breath upon the answering silence. He isn't here I remind myself. Neither of them is.

A letter. A letter barring scars of its own in barely decipherable scribble. Left behind by hands scorched in brilliant flame. That letter was the only scrap of evidence I could use to reassure myself that our happy days weren't gone for good.

"I'm going off on a journey to train with Happy. I'll be back after about a year.

Give everyone else the heads up okay? See ya' on the flip side Lucy!"

- Natsu and Happy

My voice trembles with the word as it escapes. "Natsu". And with it a treacherous tear slips down my cheek but before more can join it, my eyes flutter open.

Nothing. At first that is all I can see. "A deep void of emptiness" I use to describe my room in that moment, the writer in me settling happily into the far reaches of my mind. Alas, a dull ache paws at my heart desperately as it seeks out a single shred of warmth in the room but comes back empty handed.

Slowly my eyes begin to adjust to the dim morning light peering through the window. Hoping to find a pair of unwelcome shadows below the glass, I lean forward on the mattress and skim the street. Again nothing. And with that I force my eyes shut, begging for even a glimpse of the pink haired boy and his blue winged feline.

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