Hi guys. Here is a new fic I was working on. I came up for the idea of this while i was writing the next chapter for my Tf2 Fic. But i've just been too busy with friends and life in general so ill try to get chapters out as soon as i can! Until then please enjoy this!

P.S. this is humanstuck

DISCLAIMER: Homestuck was created by Andrew Hussie, and I do not own it, nor any characters. Also there is language, and some violent themes, so be careful!

CarcinoGenictist started pestering EctoBiologist.

CG: YOU KNOW, WHY DO WE HAVE TO USE THIS STUPID PROGRAM. WE COULD JUST TEXT, YOU KNOW.

EB: Well, I know that. But I just think this is cooler.

CG: WHATEVER. SO WHEN ARE YOU GUYS GETTING OVER HERE.

EB: I don't know for sure, we still need to take care of some stuff. But I guess around Three Thirty?

CG: ALRIGHT THEN, THAT WILL GIVE ME TIME TO GET EVERYTHING SET. SEE YA THEN.

EB: See ya Karkat!

CarcinoGenictist ceased pestering EctoBiologist.

Well it was about Twelve Fifteen, and nearly everything was set. Well, almost everything.

But he didn't care. Tonight was just about chilling with his friends, and playing some video games. But he felt empty.

Looking across the hall was a locked door. It was Gamzee's room. He left three years ago without telling Karkat anything other that a simple 'I have to go'.

Karkat never felt the same, he missed his best friend. He also couldn't bring himself to look around in Gamzee's room, for clues to where he had gone off to. Karkat looked back at his laptop and shut it off. He really didn't need anything else to do on it and besides, there is still stuff to do right?

~Ding-Dong~

A doorbell rang. It appears guest are here. Karkat walks up and opens the door revealing several guests. John, Jade, Dave, Terezi, Rose, and Kanaya. But there is one more person.

"Who are you?" Karkat asked pointing to the Girl in a blue shirt.

"Oh, uhh, I'm Jane. I'm John and Jade's cousin." Jane shyly responded. She had never met him before. "I assume you are Karkat."

"Yeah, I'm Karkat. Just come on in you guys." He stepped aside and let them in but he pulled John aside and whispered. "You never told me you were bringing your cousin!"

"Hey be nice, besides she is new to town. I thought it would be nice if she met all my friends."

"Well, yeah if you just tell me first! Whatever just go and take a seat." John entered the living room while Karkat started to close the door. But, something didn't feel right, he looked around and saw a shadow peeking from a bush across the street, and then disappearing. 'Fucking weirdos.' He thought as he closed the door.

"Jesus, Not again!" Dave yelled as he got spiked by John. Every single game of super smash bros, he got spiked.

"Well I guess that happens if you don't practice every now and again." John remarked.

Everything was just perfect. Just friends playing video games and hanging out. Nothing can ruin that. Can it?

'THE WINNER IS, CAPTAIN FALCON!' The announcer shouted as the game ended.

"And I win once again." John said as he put down his controller and crossed his hands.

"Yea because your a huge fucking nerd that plays this game 24/7." Karkat grumpily stated.

"Shut up! I'm not a nerd." John retorted.

"Guys, please stop. This is a game that's meant to be fun!" Jade pleaded for them to stop, and they both agreed.

The group kept playing for hours until some noise came from the door.

"Guys, did you hear that?" Terezi pointed out as she listened. Everyone stopped and listened intensely. Rattling came from the door. Then, a squeak echoed through the room. Someone was trying to break in. Grabbing anything they could use as a weapon, they prepared themselves for anything that would walk into the room. But they could not have prepared for the Tall man in a purple hoodie, that walked in.

"Sup motherfuckers? Been a long time, hasn't it?"

You stood at the doorway for minutes now. How are you just going to walk in? You have been gone for three years, and now you'll just going to easily waltz back into your friends lives? No one would accept that. You'll just have to accept the harsh reality that your friends won't just let you easily come back.

That's it. Your walking in.

Grabbing the spare key Karkat always kept under the door mat, you unlock the door and walk in. God you haven't been here in years. Noises come from the living room. Every step you take, becomes harder for you to walk.

'You haven't seen them in years, how are they going to accept you? Your better off alone.' Pushing the thoughts into the back of your head, you keep going. One more step.

You see everyone staring at you.

"Sup motherfuckers? Been a long time, hasn't it?" You say as everyone is just speechless. They haven't seen you in years.

"Gamzee?" Karkat asks as he steps forward.

"The one and only." You reply. Maybe this was a mistake.

"Where the hell have you been? You leave for three years, with no explanation, and you just decide to come back in like nothing happened?" Karkat asked very concerned/enraged. Gamzee's half smile quickly faded away. He was right, he couldn't just walk back in like nothing happened. Sitting down, Gamzee took off his travel pack and set it down.

"I'm… I'm sorry. I just had to come back. And I'm sorry I had to leave. I just… I just had to deal with something." Scratching your full head of hair, you sigh. You just have a little bit of hope that they forgive you.

There is dead silence in the room, nothing happens. 'I can't do this' you immediately think.

"I'm sorry. I just need some air." You start to feel insecure, like everyone is against you. You rush out of the room and out the front door. Your not leaving, your not thinking straight its taking over again.

Sitting on the top step of the small stairs you begin to think. 'Can I control it this time?'