Ok so I heard this song and soda popped in my head so its just a letter he wrote to Sandy . This is by Mayday Parade, Miserable at best.
-Dear Sandy,
Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting, go
Of the nights we shared
-Don't you remember the nights we shared , when you first kissed me in front of your house cause I was nervous and you just smiled and laughed that cute giggle you have, do you remember?
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
-You know when you said you were leaving I couldn't think cause so many things were rushing through my mind on how you could somehow stay, but then you told me the rest of the story…
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so
-You always out shone all those girls who tried to get with me.. you were different from other greaser girls… you were kind, understanding, funny and most of all trustworthy. Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes
-So when you told me about him for the first time I was angry at you… at myself . I was mad that you shared yourself with him; your eyes, your smile…..your love. I was mad at myself cause I couldn't keep you satisfied. Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess .But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
- I try to look happy for the gang and mostly Pony . He finally came back and Darry said we need to give him love and support. Easier said then done when im trying to deal with my own troubles. You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
-I don't have money to buy you much. Were barely makin it by with the money we got and it still aint enough. But when I could id stop by my neighbors house, she would give me flowers for you and cute little cards to wright notes on, I guess I should have got the message when I found them in your trashcan.
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
'Cause I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it
-I aint smart , not like Pony or Darry, you know I was never good in school . You made me feels special you know. So, let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes
-I saw that guy you cheated on me with the other day , he looked at me with this sympathetic look. Almost like we were feeling the same thing. Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
'Cause I dream of his lips on your cheek
-I try not to make it noticeable but I cant sleep at all I just lay there and think of you, how I used to hold you and how you said you love me. And how they were all lies.
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly
-You know everytime you kissed me id come home with a goofy smile on my face and Darry would say "go to bed Romeo" I thought about it, I loved you like Romeo loved Juliet but I guess you were just a Roseline in disguise. Maybe one day ill find Juliet. So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes
-I hope your happy now that you live in Florida, I hope you find someone youll actually settle down with and someone who will stick with your baby. I hope the baby looks just like you. Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable And I can live without you but
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best…..
-I love you Sandy, forever and always.
Yours truly Soda-pop Patrick Curtis.