Think of me when you're out, when you're out there.

I'm begging nice form my knees

Think about it. Think about all of the mistakes you made. Mistakes I can never forgive you for making.

And when the world treats you way to fairly, it's just a shame I'm a dream.

A dream. That is all we will ever be to each other and it was your entire fault. You promised you would protect Annabeth the way I protected you.

All I wanted was you.You promised.

All I wanted was you.

Couldn't you see it?I think I'll pace my apartment a few times, and fall asleep on the couch.

Sure I remember all of the times Luke Castellan and I talked, and cursed the gods.

But that's just it. You are not Luke. You broke your promise, and my heart.

If you were Luke you would remember our oaths. We were family.

And wake up early to black and white reruns that escape from my mouth

Those black and white reruns of the innocent adventures we went on ten years ago, when we were children. When you weren't a monster.

All I wanted was you

I loved Luke. Not the creature you have become.

All I wanted was you.

You have no idea how much I felt like killing myself when I heard those words:

Luke is a traitor.

All I wanted was you.

I loved Luke. And Luke loved me.

All I wanted was you.

Seeing you, fighting you was almost too much to bear.

I could follow you back to the beginning, just to relive the start.

If I could go back in time, maybe, just maybe I could have stopped the monster you have become.

Don't you remember how much Annabeth loved you? She still loves you. Do you remember how you promised we would always stick together, forever?

Well that worked out well.

And maybe then you'll remember to slow down all of our favorite parts.

Seeing you, struggling to become, slightly like Luke.

All I wanted was you.

It might seem crazy but right now I am proud of you, laying down on the ground, not the monster but Luke.

All I wanted was you.

You bring that knife close to your own body.

All I wanted was you.

I want to scream "don't leave me!" But I don't.

All I wanted was you.

You changed my life. For better or for worse I can not tell.

All I wanted was you.

You plunge the celestial bronze into you're body. "I love you." I whisper. But you can't hear me. You're gone.

Tears are in my eyes as I burn your shroud. Gray, with woven gold. So simple, but so intricate at the same time. Like you.

"I love you" I whisper. And as I feel an invisible hand tugging at my heart, as if trying to steal it, I know for sure you can hear me. I smile.

You died a hero Luke. Save a spot for me in Eslyum.