Secret Lovers

Chapter 1: Patience

"So why can't you come to the movies with me, again" asked Shinji, a boy with a chin length bob, wearing a pink shirt, and skin tight skinny jeans

"Shinji, I thought I told you this already I have to watch Yuzu and Karin because my dad is working late tonight" Ichigo explained, a boy with spiky, bright, orange hair, wearing a purple v-neck t-shirt and tight black skinny jeans

"You know, Ichi, it's ok if your ditching me for a date, I'm fine with it" he said, knowing that Ichigo would get mad and walk off, letting Shinji know that he was right

"Shin, how many times do I have to tell you I don't have a date" he temper began to rise. Its hard to hide things from someone who knows everything.

"Til I believe you"

"Well then I guess I have to..."he was rudely knocked to the ground by the king of the school. With his bright blue eyes and brighter blue hair he's easily the hottest guy in school. Not to mention he's six foot even and has the body of a god.

"Damn, Kurosaki. Watch where you goin" he said rudely

"Why should I watch where I'm goin if you bumped into me, Grimmjow" Shinji didn't miss the gleam in Grimmjow's eyes when Ichigo said his name. He never misses any of the exchanges between the two. He knows Grimmjow is the reason why Ichigo ditches him all the time but he doesn't care because Ichigo is happy and that makes him happy.

"You heard what I said, watch where you goin"

"I have a question" Shinji said getting tired of being silent "Why are you here" he asked referring to the two boys standing behind Grimmjow, Nnoitra Gilga and Starrk Coyote. Everybody knows Nnoitra as a 'bad boy', with his long black hair and white bandana covering his left eye he looks dangerous. He skips school, has bad grades, and beats kids up for no reason. Shinji knows him as a totally different person. Nnoitra is smart and nice and only skips school to go to work so he can take care of his family. He's the only one of Grimmjow's friends Shinji likes. "I don't really care that Nnoi is here, what I really wanna know is why are you here" Shinji said to Starrk Coyote who has had sex with everything that walks past him. He has brown hair and grey eyes and he has been trying to fuck Shinji since freshmen year, they're seniors now. Shinji can't stand Starrk, he's too cocky and he thinks he can have what ever he wants, but he tries everyday to fuck Shinji.

"I'm here cuz I wanna be Blondie, you gotta problem with that"

"Yes I do. Why are you always around?"

"Cuz I wanna be Blondie"

"Why can't you just go away"

"If you let me fuck you I will" he grinned

"Why would I fuck you"

"Cuz I look good and I'll be the best you ever have"

"Your right Starrk you do look good" he paused and watched his face light up "but you fuck whatever walks past you. Boy, girl, back, front, you don't who they are or how they feel, your selfish and how do I know you won't be the same with me. See, I like to get to know a person before I fuck 'em maybe you should try that"

"I don't see the problem, why should I have to get to know someone if they will let me fuck them either way"

"Well, if you wanna fuck me that's what you'll have to do. You know what I have a proposition for you"

"Really" he smiled

"If you can keep your dick in your pants for two weeks I'll..."

"let me fuck you" Starrk tried to finish his sentence with how

"No, I'll let you take me out on a date and we'll see where it goes from there"

"So if I stop fucking for two weeks I can fuck you"

"No, you can take me on a date"

"One usually leads to the other"

He rolled his eyes "Deal" he held out his hand

"Deal" Starrk grabbed Shinji's hand and pulled him close enough to whisper in his ear "I'm goin to fuck your brains out and I. Can't. Wait." he gave Shinji a peck on his cheek and walked away, without looking back.

"Shinji!" Ichigo yelled for the fifth time

"...What"

"You gone lose, Blondie" Grimmjow said, he looked at Ichigo on last time before walking away with Nnoitra behind him shaking his head

"I though you hated Starrk" Ichigo asked

"I did too"


Later that day Ichigo and Grimmjow were walking in the park holding hands, kissing every five minutes. Grimmjow making Ichigo laugh and his eyes lighting up and a smile would go across his face every time he did. Grimmjow would sing to him and he would smile.

"Grimm" Ichigo said in a soft voice as he sat in between Grimmjow's legs as they sat under a tree

"hmm" he responded

"When you gone tell people about us" he felt Grimmjow tense up behind him before he took a deep breath and blew it out.

"Soon" he responded, he knew he sounded like a broken record but he did understand where Ichigo was coming from, you can only love in secrecy for so long.

"You said that the last time" he whined as he turned to face him "and the time before that and the time before that. When is soon?"

He closed his eyes and sighed again before speaking "Ichigo, please, just...just...be patient with me"

"Grimm I am but I just can't...I can't...I can't...I don't know" he looked down into his hands.

"Grimmjow grabbed his face in his hands and looked him in the eye "I love you and soon everyone else will know, Ok. Just be patient with me, please" he kissed him chastely on the lips.

"I love you, too" he said somehow relieved by those words. He checked the time and realized he had to go home "I gotta go" he kissed Grimmjow and whispered 'I love you' before leaving to go home.

They have been together for a year and still no one knows of their relationship and its because of Grimmjow.

Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez. The star of the football, basketball, and baseball teams. All the girls love him and all the guys want to be him, and that only makes his ego bigger, but as cocky as he is he still doesn't want anyone to know he's gay. When Grimmjow met Ichigo he knew he was openly gay but that didn't stop him from having sex with him the first night he saw him and then went out looking for him a week later because he couldn't get Ichigo out of his head. He was surprised when Ichigo agreed to be his boyfriend in secrecy but neither of them knew it would go on this long. He could tell Ichigo was getting more and more tired and irritated. They argue more now then they have their whole relationship. Ichigo doesn't talk to him in school anymore, he doesn't even look at him the same.

Grimmjow fears for the worst.

A break up.


I know this is short but it will get longer and I also know I'm supposed to be updating my other stories but this has been sitting in my yoai notebook for a while.

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