**Original POV**
"Please! Stop!" but he swung again. His fist hit me like a bag of bricks, taking out my last breath. I had to keep fighting but I had no power left inside me. I fell to the ground in a pathetic weep. It didn't hurt me as much as it used to, the pain inside was much deeper than anything anyone could ever bear through. I could smell the alcohol lurking off his body and into my body. He kicked me once more than left me there, hopeless. The only thing that could make me feel any better was him. Oh you know who I'm talking about… Bill. Bill Kaulitz. Although I was seven years younger than him, I knew I was in love. I am only 14, and he doesn't know I exist. I curled up into my bed and let my tears shed onto a pillow. "I love you," I murmured to him, although he couldn't hear me.
**Bill POV**
"Are you coming or what?" Tom said directly to my face. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just didn't feel like doing anything. I shook my head and ran to my room as soon as I felt my heart sink. I could hear his footsteps following behind me, but I didn't care. "Bill…"
"I want to be alone. Just go out with Georg or Gustav"
"What's wrong?"
"I don't know."
"What do you mean you don't know? You have to know."
"But I don't. Please just let me be." I threw myself onto my bed and sighed as he walked out the door. As soon as he did I heard a voice coming from my head, a girl's voice whispering the words I love you. I had no idea whose voice it was, but I knew this had to mean something to me. It made me smile, not a fake cheesy smile, a real smile. I hadn't had one in a long while. So I told the voice that I loved it too. It was ridiculous I know, but I felt it was necessary. My heart felt light and I knew I had to find this girl if it was the last thing I would ever do. I knew it was probably impossible, but I determined myself to it. I heard music from the living room and ran out to see Tom dancing around with the G's. I laughed and joined them. "Glad to see you back Bill."
And boy was it glad to be back, back from the pain of love.
