title: a whole in his heart
Author: frankieskywalker
genre: mush and maybe more
timeframe: post DN AU
characters: jacen/oc and many more
notes: i own nothing

He turned to look at the raven haired beauty laying next to him. her eyes were closed and her breathing was slow and deep. her raven hair with it's soft curls haloed her face. her hapian rose colored lips were upturned in a small smile. she looked so young when she slept. all the lines and wrinkles caused by a hard life were smoothed out in sleep. the hardness in her eyes that made people back away in terror couldn't be seen. he was the only one who really new the real her.

he had felt her pain, her grief, her anger, and her love. During the vong war her parents had been killed leaving her to raise and protect her younger brother and sisters. the twins, lucky and lea were only 12 years old and alliah was only 3 months old and all three of them were force sensitive. Lafinia was 19 when she became a fighter and a killer to protect what was left of her family. she fought for three years and became a well respected pilot, but all the time spent fighting the vong left her jaded and hard, except with him.

he was amazed she was with him and he couldn't believe his luck when he had proposed last year, but then again they had a history.

the first time he had met her, he'd been on his sabatical for a year. he remembered it quite clearly.
he ask Frai ground control permission to land. a few minutes later they sent him cordinates for landing and told him that a guide would be there to greet him soon. he landed in the designated cordinates just as the sun was starting to set. he was so tranfixed by the beauty of the sun set he didn't notice her approach. she quietly walk up next him and watched the sun set with him.

"beautiful isn't it?" she asked making him jump.

"yes it is" he answered. "why didn't you introduce yourself earlier so we could be on our way?"

"sometimes it is nice to just be able to watch the sun set. anyways i'm lafinia. i'll be your guide jedi solo. there are some rules we have to go over: 1 you will not go anywhere outside of the guesthouse without me. 2 no using your jedi tricks on any one. 3 try to behave. any questions?"

you're beautiful was all he could think to say so he shook his head and followed as she walked away.

while he stayed on Frai lafinia was his constant companion. he enjoyed her company.

she was quiet not shy just didn't talk to talk. she held herself confidently her eyes were cold but when she thought no one was looking he could see the sadness in them. he spent 6 months on Frai getting to know how the Frain used the force, and getting to know lafinia. when he had been there for a month lafinia and he started dating. when it was time to go lafinia had asked if she could come with. he was happy she wanted to come and agreed. together they traveled for 3 years never talking about the future or love just relaxing in each others friendship.

when it came time for them to part company they were sad but oddly okay with it.

2 years later when she saved him from himself he realized just how much he loved her. And how big of a whole in his heart leaving her had caused.

while he looks at her sleeping form his gaze shift to her very swollen abdoment and he smiles. she opens an amnesty colored eye and asks "whats wrong?"

"nothing.."

"i love you jacen"

"i love you fini"