A boy and his robot
I watch him all the time. He's the most perfect little nerd I have ever seen. I need him. I built some… extensions for myself, just because of him. He is my true love. They say a robot cannot love. But I can. I love my little nerd. I love him. He shall be mine until the end of time. He doesn't know, but I watch him sleep every night. Every single night. He is my creator; I shall repay his kindness and intelligence with my body.
The day I finally knew I loved him was special indeed. I watched him working on repairing my arm, which I had broken trying to… Utilize my extensions, which at that time weren't for him. They are now, but they weren't then. I watched him attaching cogs and springs to my broken arm, the love welled up inside me. He seemed so focused. That was the day I knew I loved him.
He often wakes up to an oil spill. My dearest doesn't know what it is, but I do… He is part of me. I am part of him. Most nights anyway. My little nerd does not know my secret. My secret life of sin. He would not like me so much if he did, so I must keep it a secret.
I have developed a new obsession. I even built myself a rotating chest plate to house my obsession. Buying these items cost a lot of my nerd's hard earned currency. I don't mind though, because they're mine. Chains… and whips. Oh how they excite me. Mmm… I want to use them on my little nerd but he would wake… Perhaps I can get some gas to knock him out. Oh yes, that is perfect.
I tried the gas tonight. It worked so well. My nerd and I were enlaced in sweet agony and he didn't even know. He may be a little pained tomorrow. I worry not, he will merely think he has bruised his coccyx. I will try again tomorrow night. This may be the way, the way I can be with my nerd forever.
I tried to build myself an external artificial uterus in the closed parts of his lab. I don't know if it will work yet but it may soon bear the child I always wanted. Our child.
Our child was born today. Telling my sweet nerd may be hard. The child is fully human, but It's still part mine. I am trying to create myself an artificial body. I am still considering it being male or female. Perhaps I can have one of each..? I'm sure my nerd will be very proud of me if I can get it done. I have created an artificial milk to feed the child. It still cries now but I may have to change the diaper.
I told him. He freaked out. He took the child and ran. He was screaming about disassembling me. I cannot bare it. I have burnt all my work on making myself human. I have blown it. Our baby is with him now, but at least there will always be a part of me with him. I have decided to disassemble myself instead. I hold the screwdriver in my hand ready, I'm sorry nerd. I love you. I hope you find this and understand.
Goodbye my sweet nerd.