Hi! Nice to meet you, my name is Hadar and I'm the author of this story, first of all I'm sorry about my English, this is not my first language and second, I promise you will get longer chapters but this is just like a pilot. So please bear with me.
I can't believe it, I actually can't, what is supposed to happen now?
Am I supposed to protect her? To give her her place? Leave her alone?
I am currently sitting on the couch in the attending's lounge so deep in thoughts that I can't hear Karev entering the room and caught me off-guard
"Dude what is wrong with you?" Alex Is saying and I'm just looking at him when I feel my eyes starting to tear up. "Nothing. Everything is awesome" I reply, I actually don't know what is wrong with me, everything is wrong right now. In pissed and disappointed in Bailey and just feeling a little confused about my future with Eliza. But he knows me to well to sense something is wrong. Honestly? I don't have any powers to hide anything, I'm too tired of this child-ish games. "I love her" I say, not even realizing what I have just said "I need her with me" I am saying looking at Karev that now is wearing a confusion look on his face "who?" he asks and I simply reply "Eliza" I love her, wait, do I really love her? Oh god of course I do, I actually know it for a while, but never got a chance to say it, I hope I will though.
"DR. ELIZA MINNICK? He says in a questioning voice "you love someone and you didn't tell me?", I chuckle. I don't even know what am I supposed to say, he is one of my best friends and I hadn't told him about my new lover, I guess I was just too scared that someone will judge, too scared that they won't except me, it is weird, I'm feeling like I'm coming out to my parents, but actually, they are my family and I love them and I'm scared to death to lose them, but right now I done even care, because I'm more scared to death to lose Eliza.
"yes I do, but now she is fired, and then again here I am, all alone, by myself, in an empty bed, empty home, I know I shouldn't let anyone in, but I love her so much that I feel my heart is about to explode, every time I see her it makes me catch my breath, and every time she touches me I feel like I'm about to die, but in a good way, in the best way, but now, she will be gone and.." not aware of my rumbling I can see Karev trying to catch up and understand all the information I just shot. Finally he says "Dude, you should go get your girl ASAP!" . I smile because I love him too much not to, and I'm so proud of him that he became the doctor he is and the person he is. On my way out I add "thank you" and then leave the room to get my girlfriend, wait, girlfriend?! Whoa Stop Robbins you are running too fast, first you need to tell her that you love her and ask her to stay.
Am I even allowed to ask her? I don't know if we are on the same page, I mean, I do, but we haven't confessed about it yet, so I don't know if I'm even allowed to do that, to ask her to stay, for me, to stay with me, to stay for US!
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