AN/ Hey I'm gonna tell you how the story came to be, so if you don't want to hear about it you can just skip to the story. Okay my friend and I were reading "Note Passing with the Cullen's and one Swan" Alice and Bella were sing-writing the song "Hot and Cold" then Edward scream-wrote "I am not bipolar!", me and my friend thought it was so funny we told our other friend. She said I'm going to re-write "Hot and cold to fit Bella singing to Edward. She has never read the books, so she was not the only one who wrote it. Then she gave me a copy of her version, and I decided I would make a fan fiction out of it. The song is called "Alive and Dead" by myself, SarahB0B, and she girl who did most of it Kaylee Klava.

Alright the story takes place when Edward says he will turn her into a vampire if she marries him. I'm taking this right out of the book except it goes differently. Not that I disrespect the story at all, I'm an obsessive fan, but I had to change the ending so that the song would fit into the story. I really do hope you love my story. I hope it will make you laugh and cry. Oh! The Sarah in the story is my friend she is writing a story with Emmett falling in love with me, so I'm repaying her with the little spot in this story.

Disclaimer: If I was a millionaire would I be sitting at the computer writing a crazy story about the story I wrote when I could be writing a sequel to the said story? That's what I thought.

BPOV

(The beginning comes directly from the book.)

There was no sound, but suddenly he was there. He flipped the cover back so he could see me. He was lying next to me. His hand reached up to brush my hair from my cheek.

"If you don't mind, I'd much rather you didn't hide your face. I've lived without it for as long as I can stand. Now… tell me something."

"What?" I asked, unwilling.

"If you could have anything in the world, anything at all, what would it be?"

I could feel the skepticism in my eyes. "You."

He shook his head impatiently. "Something you don't already have."

I wasn't sure where he was trying to lead me, so I thought carefully before I answered. I came up with something true, and also probably impossible.

I would want… Carlisle not to have to do it. I would want you to change me."

I watched his reaction warily, expecting more of the fury I'd seen at his house. I was surprised that his expression didn't change. It was still calculating, thoughtful.

"What would you be willing to trade for that?"

I couldn't believe my ears. I gawked at his composed face and blurted out the answer before I could think about it.

"Anything."

He smiled faintly, and then pursed his lips. "Five years?"

My faced twisted into an expression somewhere between chagrin and horror.

"You said anything," He reminded me.

"Yes, but… you'll use the time to find a way out of it. I have to strike while the iron is hot. Besides, it's just too dangerous to be human-for me, at least. So, anything but that."

He frowned. "Three years?"

"No!"

"Isn't it worth anything to you at all?"

I thought how much I wanted this. Better to keep a poker face, I decided, and not let him know how very much that was. It would give me more leverage. "Six months?"

He rolled his eyes. "Not good enough."

"One year, then," I said. "That's my limit."

"At least give me two."

"No way. Nineteen I'll do. But I'm not going anywhere near twenty. If you're staying in your teens forever, then so am I."

He thought for a minute. "All right. Forget time limits. If you want me to be the one- then you'll just have to meet one condition."

"Condition?" My voice went flat. "What condition?"

His eyes were cautious- he spoke slowly. "Marry me first."

Marry him? Was he insane? I couldn't marry him! I mean I love him in all, but marry him! He must have lost his mind instead of his heart! "Marry you! You have to be kidding me! There's no way I could marry you! I'm not that girl who marries out of high school! I don't even marry out of collage! Plus I've only known you for two years! What if you get bored, and dump me! I cannot take that kind of chance! Marriage has been shunned in my family! How could you even think like that! We are over! Get out of my room forever!"

"But Bella be reasonable!"

"No! Now get out now!" His eyes are now full of sorrow, but I don't care. He is out of my life now, and I don't want him back! He slowly crawls out my window. I bet he thinks I'm going to change my mind, but whatever I don't need him! He's out the window, but I never hear a thud. I walk over to the window, and slam it shut to put emphasis on ending the relationship.

I lay down in my bed too tired to put on my pajamas. I'm going to need a lot of rest to dodge Edward tomorrow. It's going to be like getting rid of my shadow, and that's almost impossible.