Maybe I'm hopelessly convincing myself: He'll come, just you wait! He'll open the front door and he'll pick you up with his strong wide arms. "I'm home," he'll say with his usual grin that sends tingles down to your toes and back up to your spine. You're supposed to smile with tears threatening to fall from the corners of your eyes and whisper a "welcome" back.
But life isn't like that.
Impalpable Attraction
A Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn Fanfiction
Disclaimer: Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn (along with characters, etc.) is the work of Amano Akira. Original Character(s) belong to Yellow-Sama.
Song Inspiration: Up Against the Wall – Boys Like Girls
There are nights I can't sleep. My eyes feel like dead weights but I can't fall unconscious; it's too hard for me.
Laying on my bed and staring at the ceiling until it's already one in the early morning; I just realize how small I am when I bury my face into the comforters to stifle my onslaught of grief. It's cold and it leaves me having this empty void of nothing.
I'm frustrated, you know.
It's not the fact that I'll accept his sweet advances as he breaks down my barrier of rage and it's something more than knowing that he might not even come back.
I can't go to where he is and I can't be with him. We're apart from each other and it's unbearable. I'm stupid. I know that I should sever these ties but I don't want to let go. These cheesy contradictory emotions mess around with my head and I hate it.
Damn it…
Once the truth comes out, it's painful. But what doesn't hurt us, right?
Yellow-Sama Says… There are a lot of fanfiction in this fandom that follow the same kind of story and like everyone else; I just wanted to try it out for myself actually. …Yes, I'm guilty as charged, but hey, this idea is very tempting, no?