Phan – I love you
Dan is left alone at home whilst Phil has gone out shopping for milk. But when Phil arrives home where's Dan? First Phan-Fic so it's not the best of fictions.
He doesn't deserve me. I'm pathetic. I don't deserve to live, I should just kill myself. He wouldn't miss me. But what if I do hurt him. What if he will miss me? What if it will kill him not to have me in his life? That's just stupid. I'm stupid. I should just go and lock myself away in my room or maybe just go and crunch up into a ball in the kitchen and then decide to slit my wrists and just watch the blood drip down my arms… Or better yet lock myself in the bathroom where he will find me. No that's just low, getting your crush to find you dying on the bathroom floor. What should I do? He will be back soon; if I want to do something I better do it quick. I should just leave it. Why am I being stupid? Sure I have been pulled down in the past, but I got through all of that. I just think the world will be a better without me. I hate all of the drama llamas in the world.
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"Dan I'm home!" Phil shouted as he walked through the door. "Dan? Are you here?" Phil walked over to the kitchen table to find a note. Phil picks up the note and reads it out:
"Phil, I have decided to end my life; I love you too much to even… That's it I can't even finish a damn sentence off. Phil you are better off without me in your life, you deserve better. Love your best mate Dan"
"Dan! Where are you?" Phil shouted. He ran to Dan's room, to find no Dan, he ran to the bathroom to find the door locked. "Dan are you in here?" Phil asked. "Dan answer me! I'm going to knock down this door if you don't answer me!" Phil waited but no answer. He then knocked down the door to see Dan lay on the floor with his left wrist cut and blood dripping down his arm. "No Dan!" Phil exclaimed as he ran over to his best friend. He checked Dan's pulse on his neck, there was a pulse. "Dan, please don't leave me!" Phil cried. He reached into his pocket to get his phone out and dialed 999.
"Phil… Please just… let me go." Dan struggled to say.
"No, I won't!" Phil shouted, he pulled his belt off of his jeans and tied it round Dan's arm above the wound. Dan tries to move his arm but Phil manages to tighten the belt.
"Phil… Please…" Dan slurs
"Dan, you can't leave me, I-I-I love you!" Phil shouted
"W-w-what?" Dan slurred
"I love you" Phil repeated. There was a loud knock at the door. "Dan I need to leave you for a minute to open the door."
"Ok." Dan said
Phil ran to the door to find the paramedics stood on the opposite side of the door. "He's in the bathroom." Phil panted. The paramedics and Phil ran to the bathroom to find Dan not moving.
"Dan!" Phil yelled.
The paramedics start CPR on Dan.
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Phil is waiting to hear news on Dan.
"Family of Daniel Howell?" A doctor asked. Phil stood up. "He lost a lot of blood. I'm sorry but he didn't make it"
Phil fell to his knees and burst out crying. "I wish I had told him sooner that I loved him!" he cried as he stood up. Phil then collapsed on the floor. Doctors rushed over to see to Phil.
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Thank you for reading my Phan-Fic, I hope you enjoyed it, and sorry if it is rubbish! :)