A/N Hi everyone, this is my first Vampire Diaries FanFic. I have written Gilmore Girls FanFics but it has been a while so hopefully you won't be able to tell I am kind of rusty lol.

This takes place after the episode "Fool Me Once". The only change I am making is Bonnie's grandmother didn't died and Elena knows that Katherine is alive. Everything else has happened.

Chapter 1

I gave Jeremy some Advil and water then went to my room. I took my cell phone out and called a familiar number.

"Hello." Stefan said.

"Hey how is he?"

"He will be OK, let me call you tomorrow."

"OK" I answered.

I sat on my bed for a few minutes then decided to write a little in my diary since there was no way I would be able to fall asleep yet.

Dear Diary,

I can't even put into words how I felt for Damon when we found out Katherine was not in the tomb. I know everyone sees him as some monster but it is the worst kind of pain to loose someone you love…and then to find out that they have been alive all this time and just never bothered to find you….I just felt so bad for him tonight. It pained me so much just to look into his eyes. I just hope he doesn't decide to go look for her. Besides the fact that I don't think I could bare to see him in any more pain once she rejects him….I would miss him.

I fell asleep much quicker than I thought, guess I am getting used to all these unusual things. I woke up at 3:14 AM. I had the worst dream…I couldn't remember the details but Damon left to find Katherine he was angry at her, they fought and she killed him. I woke up in a cold sweat and breathing heavy. I could not calm down so I ran to my dresser and put on a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt, ran downstairs grabbed the car keys and drove.

I jumped out of my car and ran up to the door. I started knocking, well maybe banging on the door. Damon answered saying nothing.

"Hi Damon, can I come in?"

"Stefan isn't here."

"I am actually here to see you, please?"

"Fine."

Damon walked away from the door and I followed him to the living room. He sat down on the far side of the couch and was just staring into space. I sat next to him, holding my hands in my lap still breathing a little heavy.

"Isn't it a little late for you to be out visiting?" Damon finally said.

"I was worried about you. I wanted to make sure you were doing OK."

I debated on reaching out and touching his hand or something to comfort him, but decided against it.

"Look Damon I know there isn't anything I can say to…"

"She didn't even look for me! HOW COULD SHE NOT EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK FOR ME?" Damon screamed the last part while standing and throwing the lamp against the wall.

I am not sure if I made a noise or just looked terrified but Damon looked at me and said "Sorry." That took me back for a minute, Damon Salvatore apologizing for scaring someone. Damon sat back down, again staring off and said "Thank you for your help."

This time without thinking I reached for Damon's hand and laid my head against his shoulder.

"I am here for you Damon."

I know this is a very short chapter. I am trying to get back into the whole flow here. I actually have chapter 2 all done I am just going back over it and making sure it is the way I want it.

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