How I Ruined...

By: Someoneyouwishyouwere

Rated: M for language and etc.


First Chapter

Edward POV


I'd never thought this day would come, where my world started crashing down. When the love of my life left me. Thinkng of it causes the wounds I've tried to mend start to open again, only leaving a bleeding pain. It was 3 years ago but that didn't make it hurt any less.

"Edward, I'm done with you" She told me, after I invited her for my birthday party.

"Great Rose-, wait what" I thought I heard wrong and was about to tell my sister Rosalia that the guy she liked would be here.

"I said I'm done with you and this relationship".

"What" was all I could get out.

"Damnit Edward, I'm tired of of this, of all the suffocation, I feel like I can't breath".

"Bella, just tell me what you need me to do and I'll do it. Just don't leave me" I was pleading, I couldn't let my love leave me. I would die from a bleeding heart.

Her face turned into one of disgust.

"Eddie, dear I've given you so many chances and you've fucked them up each time".

My jaw clenched when I heard that nickname, it was such a low blow, her calling me that especially after the countless times I told her not to. But I stilled loved her...

"Please, just don't leave me" I was still pleading and she knew it.

"Edward, my gosh have some dignity" She sneers.

"Besides, I've met someone esle" She told me in a somewhat smug tone.

I could feel rage coming out, it wasn't going to deflat.

"You stupid slut" I yell, everyone watching us,"I've should have known you would do something stupid".

"Unlike you, I don't need to leech off of other people to feel happy" I hiss.

I couldnt believe this, we've been together since highschool. She was the one to chase after me. But I was the one left, the one that would suffer while she fucked another man.

"I'm leaving" She shouts, stompping out like a brat.

I laugh bitterly as she falls on her face, blood was all over the floor. You could hear the sound of the broken nose she had. Her screams were full of pain and anger. No one helps her up so she gets up and runs. I look around the room, trying to register what had happened. After a while, everyone leaves. The only one to stay was Rosalia, she walked towards me. I didin't react to her hug or the words that tried to explain why Bella wasn't the girl. Rose had never liked her, I guess I should have listened to her when she warned me. She takes me home and puts me in bed. I lay there for hours, the pain I felt was numb. Which soon lead me to find sleep. It took 3 years to finally accept the fact that I could move on, that the pain wasn't going to ruin me. I had thought back then that Bella was the only girl I would be with but I was wrong. I was so wrong. I had plenty of girls lining up for me(not that I cared). I just knew that girls had a thing for me. I wasn't cocky or arrogrant. It was a simple truth. I came from a family with good looks. But the day I mat Alice was the day I knew life would be better. But that was only the beginning...


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