Ripper

Summary: he is lost in the darkness

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Disclaimer: I don't own The Vampire Diaries.

A/N: English is not my native language I wrote this a few months back for my

English class.

His name is Stefan Salvatore and he islost to the since Klaus brought back the memories of 1917, the blood bags he gave first time that scared girl stood in front of him, he knew he was lost in the still knew right from wrong but he was just hungry, so he ripped into her neck and the blood it was delicious, it was heaven. He forgot all about his brother and his love.

He vaguely remembered Damon, but not the Damon of the Damon from then, the one before Elena, before he turned him, before Katherine came. How is he supposed to remember how his brother is now, when he himself is a lesser version of himself then he once was.

Elena, the girl in front of him looks so much like her. The same dark hair, the same spark of life in those doesn't want to hurt the girl cause al he sees is Elena and the love he has for the hunger is to strong. He sees Elena before him but all he hears is the blood pumping trough her veins, so he sinks his teeth into her 's high on blood, he can't stop drinking, he's addicted and he can't stop now because even when Elena was all that he saw. All he wanted was the blood.

Lexi would've helped him, saved him, she always did, always found him and help to fight the urges. She once told him it was worth to feel, to he doesn't want to feel he is overwhelmed by the guilt, he doesn't want to live with itDamon will take care of Elena cause Damon loves her and will make her feel love Stefan doesn't know that feeling anymore. So he drinks and he rips, blood, blood, blood is al he can think about. He can't deal with the hurt, the guilt and all the other feelings, so he switches off his humanity. There is no more Stefan, there is only the ripper now. The switch is off and there is no lexi to save him.

Hope you enjoyed reading it.