This is a one-shot for Tonks and Antonin Dolohov, which is yes, a very odd pairing, but eccentric arristocrat got me slightly fascinated with them.
so please enjoy, and remember, I do not own Harry Potter or anything to do with it.
Pink
that was the color of her h a i r
but everytime she passed his cell
everytime she greeted him like he was a {human being}
it was purple
which he thought suited her better
she liked it better too.
()
hazel
that was the color of her e y e s
golds & browns & blacks & blues & greens & greys
so many colors
just like her personality
it was P A T H E T I C
the fact that he new all of this about her
he would be killed
butbutbut
only if they found out
()
white
a porcelain white
the color of her s k i n
she looked like a porcelain D O L L
BREAKABLE, DELICATE
()
He was a deatheater
famous
he was
Antonin&fucking&Dolohov
he shouldn't (couldn't) be obsessing over a
blood-traitor, a F I L T H Y half-breed
butbutbut
he couldn't seem to care
()
she was {HIS}
which was an I R R A T I O N A L thought to begin with
he was {hers}
that's more appropriate
he couldn't hurt her
couldn't harm her
butbutbut
that's all he could do
hurt people, her
()
then she married
thatthatthat
werewolve, that little piece of S H I T
andandand
he was the one who got
hurt...
what? No invitation?
{BITTERNESS}
()
She was HIS
he made sure she knew it
the second to last time they met
it was in Madam Puddifoots (the irony)
she had gotten away from the damn order
and her damn husband
()
H U S B A N D
it made him (him) feel dirty
just thinking it
she was there
andandand
she saw him
&and&
her hair turned purple
&and&
she didn't run, didn't draw her wand,
didn't cry, didn't scream
she just STARED
()
KissesPASSIONpain
that's all there was during their ENCOUNTER
never [words], except maybe their names
his name on her lips
her name on his lips
Nymphadora
he was the only one who could call her that
his
she was HIS
()
he didn't see her again till the BATTLE
&but&
he got a M E S S A G E
short & simple
stained with tears
bitter tears {he thought so}
He's your's, I'm sorry, just stay away
He will never know, no one will ever know
he puzzled, and puzzled
the day before the end
Bella, BELLATRIX, the crazy h a g
shattered his world {or what was left of it}
Nymphadora had a BABY
Teddy
his
his baby, his teddy
()
He said he couldn't {wouldn't} hurt her
couldn't cause her PAIN
butbutbut
the last time he saw her
{Nymphadora}
he hurt her
andandand
left his SON without a family
()
"I'm sorry." he mouthed
as G R E E N light enveloped the heart of her husband
andandand
when the carted him off to A Z K A B A N
(again)
he was the one who got HURT
()
turns out he did have a heart
the irony