This is the first new story of the year. I hope you enjoy it!

WARNING: abuse, attempted murder, attempted suicide, non-con moments, lemons!

I do not own Naruto nor its characters! I don't make any money off of this!

"speaking"

'thinking'

Chapter 1:

"That's when I came to realize that I love you, Sasuke," Naruto said. He lead forward and kissed the raven. Sasuke's eye's widened, but he kissed back. Naruto moaned into the kiss, happy that his feelings were being returned. Then things changed.

Sasuke glared and pushed Naruto away. "Find someone else to love."

"What?" Naruto asked, not understanding why Sasuke pushed him away.

"I don't want you," Sasuke said.

"Then why did you kiss me back?" Naruto asked. "I thought you love me!"

"How could anyone love someone like you?" Sasuke spat. "Whatever you think is between us doesn't exist."

"Why?" Naruto asked. "What have I done wrong?"

"You're annoying," Sasuke said. "Don't you see? No one cares about you! I can't stand you, never did! I hate you more, more than I hate my brother!"

Naruto's eyes widened. Sasuke hated him more than his brother? The brother he wanted to kill? Naruto felt his heart break. He looked down, his bangs hiding his eyes. Sasuke looked at Naruto expecting the blond to yell at him. But he didn't. Naruto raised his head and smiled. "I'm sorry," Naruto said. "I didn't know that I was an annoyance. I won't bother you ever again." Naruto smiled again before turning away and walking off. Sasuke didn't see the smile disappear and the tears rolling down Naruto's face.

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Naruto entered the house as quietly as he could. He didn't even bother to lock the door. He headed to his room and had just made it up the stairs when he felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned around to face Mizuki, his mother's cousin. Naruto could smell the alcohol on the man's breath.

"Where have you been?" Mizuki yelled. He saw the tear stains on Naruto's cheeks. "Crying like a baby? You useless piece of trash!" He slapped Naruto across the face with so much force, the Naruto hit the wall and fell to his butt. "I can't believe that I took you in!" He kicked Naruto in the stomach, making the blond lay on his back. "My stupid cousin shouldn't have married that stupid man!" Another kick. "She died because of you!" He threw the opened bottle of Sake at Naruto's face. It smashed on impact. The shards of the glass cut into Naruto's hands that tried to protect his face. "You brat!" Mizuki lifted Naruto up by the collar of his neck. "You should just die!" He tossed Naruto down the stairs.

Naruto was lucky. He was able to protect his head from any damage, but one of his arms was broken and the other had to be sprained. Mizuki stomped down the stairs. Naruto knew he wasn't done. Naruto tried to stand, but something pierced his leg. He looked behind him and saw a knife in his leg. Naruto had no idea where Mizuki got the knife. He cried out in pain as Mizuki took hold of the knife and pushed it in deeper.

"I'm going to get rid of you, Monster!" Mizuki pulled out the knife and began to slash at Naruto's body. Naruto noticed that Mizuki was slowly going to kill him. Naruto's tears once more rolled down his face as Mizuki made another cut on the blonde's arm. "There! Now everyone will know what you are!" The word 'monster' was carved onto the blonde's sprained arm. Mizuki saw the tears. "Awe! The baby's crying again! Don't worry. I'll put the monster out of his misery." He raised the knife and stabbed Naruto into his stomach.

Mizuki began to laugh as he stared down at the unmoving blond. He kept laughing even as a policeman cuffed him and put him into his car, before driving away. The other police officer waited until the ambulance came. By then, Naruto had lost consciousness, his last thought of Sasuke.

Just as a warning, both Sasuke and Naruto are gonna be a bit messed up in the head. Both have their reasons why they are this way.