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Dear, Tsuki

The world is filled with filth known as humans. Their vail, disgusting, stupid, arrogant, proud, and worthless. I live each and every day for their demise.

I have witnessed the many evils in this world and know there is no innocence amongst human nature. People will hurt, cheat, steal, lie, and create chaos for petty reasons. I myself have been just as horrid as humans. Lurking in the darkness trying to stir some trouble with veil beings so that I have the right to harm them. If someone where to annoy me I would hurt them. I would even harm myself if I felt like I deserved it.

In my free time I humiliate those that think they are worth more then others. They think that they are a gift to the world yet they crack so easily when their flaws are reviled. Time and time again I have proven just how useless they are once they have been exposed. This is why I am highly despised by others. Since I choose to grasp the hidden truth that others would prefer to leave in the depths of their souls.

I am always bluntly honest which most people aren't found of. I prefer to be alone and make others and myself be in pure agony. Not once have I ever been cared for. Even the people who gave brith to me disliked me. For I am a person who is worthless and should experience unmentionable horrors. Too many times I have wanted nothing more then to die.

I want people to be void of this plant. Humans are the sickness of this world. I am a demon that lives to see them suffer. I want to expose the darkest part of their souls and show them just how grotesque their whole being is. I want to shatter their blissful ignorance by unraveling their true colors as I watch them wallow in sorrow. I wish to see them brake right before my eyes and bask in their misery. As you can see I am just as worthless as those horrible creatures even more so since I want to see them destroyed. I deserve nothing but pain and suffering.

Which is why I wonder why someone like you became a part of my life. What puzzles me the most is why did you stay involved in my life. Any person in their right mind would have left screaming at just how awful I am. So why would you stay with me. You must be the biggest idiot I know.

I often find myself thinking of the first time we met in that dark cold alley. At first I thought you were nothing more then some deceiving scum bag trying to get my attention by asking for directions. I find it laughable that I thought you were just another pervert trying to pull a fast one. Imagine my surprise when I realized you were really just an idiot that got lost. In fact after realizing you were far from being a pervert You also happened to be genuinely innocent. My whole entire life I never thought I would find someone so pure.

There is no person alive that can be any form of good. Your clumsy, dim witted, direction challenged, forgetful, naive, pure, kind, sweet, understanding, and loving. This makes me believe that your not human and I refuse to see you as such. To think I would find someone like you. Who would show me a small ray of light and brighten my dark little world. You are an angel which I could not dream of touching.

Which is why Iam writing this to remind myself that no matter how much I crave you I can never have you. I hate everyone including myself but I could never hate my angel, my love, my light, my reason for living.

This is a reminder to never let my decaying love destroy my beloved taski. He shall never see this. This is only to cage my undying love for a idiotic blond that has stolelen my heart. To show that although I can't calm my dangerous thoughts I can at least write to myself why I could never have you. Like everything I encounter I would brake you and you would grow to despise me as much as I hate myself. I know that if you were mine I would corrupt your pureness and make you into a filthy human. Destroying your beautiful clean essence. I refuse to extinguish the little light this dark foul World has to offer.

I write this with pure love and care for my sweet dear Tsuki.

Hachimenroppi Orihara