Chapter 1: Changed

(Edited Chapter)

Song I'm listening to: Makes Me wonder by Maroon 5

Edward

Do you ever regret your past actions so much that you could have given everything to travel in time and prevent yourself from doing so?

Do you ever wish that you had thought about the consequences of your acts; of how everything could be fine in a minute and the next one, you could find yourself trapped in a hole that you dig for yourself?

Yeah that's pretty much what's in my mind now.

My life had always been my greatest achievement as I called it. Guys felt jealous, girls loved it and me... I just enjoyed it.

I never complicated things, I made it very clear that I was the most uncommitted man alive; I lived life "no strings attached".

But man, can life prove you wrong!

I walked into this new club in town, looking for a new pray for tonight; being the hunter I was, I never repeated and always looked for fresh meat. Twenty minutes after arriving, I'd had at least four girls trying to make conversation with me, but I ignored their attempts to get me to their bed tonight, they just didn't look like enough to quench my thirst.

They were all the same type: fake blonde, huge tits, nice rear and airheads. It was nothing that could appeal to something else that wasn't your dick.

I scanned the bar and saw a beautiful redhead observing me. I thought I might have been with her before. Quite an impression she left, rough and in charge; qualities that made a bed jump in excitement.

Ignoring my no-repeating rule, I went to her, who surprisingly received me with a small smile and a tilted head indicating me to seat with her. Apparently she remembered me too, and it was great to see that we had no hard feelings, girls usually got too emotional when my "leaving and not calling" happened. They all had the dream of touching my life so deeply that I would change for them, yeah right.

Her eyes where an unusual honey, almost orange under the dim light, her red curls flew over her shoulders and descended to her breasts, making their way into her cleavage. Her legs where crossed and her mini red dress revealed a lot of what I would be getting soon.

We flirted shamelessly; my hand caressing her bare long legs while I whisper/yelled close to her ear all sorts of dirty things that were sure to get her hot and bothered.

She pushed me back to take her drink from beside us and introduced her index finger into the apple martini. The way her lips circled around her finger would've had me squirming if I wasn't a professional. Although my amused face might have betrayed me. She ran the same finger over her leg until she reached the hem of her dress.

She stood up immediately and started walking away without as much as a glance towards me. She was leaving; I thought we had a connection, and now she's leaving. Annoyed, I threw my head back and breathed in some air to try and seem nonchalant. Now I'd just have to start over again and I had lost enough time with that ball-warmer.

My eyes followed her retreating form; she had a damn well built body and her curves would drive any man crazy. She slowly turned around, batted her eyelashes and smiled wide at me, gesturing me to follow curling one of her long fingers.

I stood up and ran to catch up with her but she kept walking a few steps ahead. I didn't mind, I admired her round ass and the way it moved as she walked with a little sway that was meant to drive everyone crazy.

I didn't pay attention to where we were headed and must have walked for about five minutes, until we reached a small building that looked like it had been abandoned. I wasn't into the creepy kind of sex, but if I could get a quickie out of this I would be a lucky motherfucker.

The place had tall walls that looked like they were once painted with blue and a wooden floor that had seen better days, the ceiling was too high and damaged. I tried to find the light switch but the girl stopped me; I noticed that she was almost as tall as me, which accentuated her fierce characteristics.

She came close to me and whispered, "Do you remember me?"

Deciding that some chicks dig that mysterious stuff, I decided to play along, answering with a low "Perhaps".

"Do you remember my name from that night?" She asked running her fingernails across my cheek.

"Of course" huh, how important she felt, as if she was in control.

"Then say it out loud. Say it and I'll be yours right now."

Fuck, I was really starting to like her little game. There was something about the tension cracking between us that turned me on. I could barely see shit with the poor light that came in from little cracks in the building, the darkness adding sensuality to it all.

Shit, what the hell was her name? "hmm.. Rebecca" Yeah, definitively Rebecca, or was it Joyce? Why was I even giving this a thought? I just wanted to get laid, not to play any kind of game. So I pulled her closer and came inches from her lips when she backed away leaving me standing in the middle of the room alone.

"Wrong Answer!" she said with an ironic tone, which instead of making me harder started to freak me out. I can't believe I was being such a pussy, it was just a girl. "It's Victoria" She said in a serious tone. "I've been watching you from afar. And I'll just say this once: Edward Cullen you shall pay for your mistakes."

The situation was going out of my hands and I could only imagine her carrying a knife with her, or even a gun. I tried to walk away but in the dark I couldn't find the door. "I'm not up to any of these games, thank you for your time but I'll leave now" feeling my way through the walls, was it my imagination or the night got darker?

"Of course; run away, just as you always do."

"I don't run away, and look I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings or something, but this is getting kind of sick" She was scaring the crap out of me, definitely a psycho. I was hoping for only a psycho and not a psycho killer. For all I knew, she could even kidnap me and keep me prisoner in a dungeon.

"Apologies are not enough, you shall pay for all the damage you've inflicted" She approached me taking a step at a time."You shall be damned until the pain you feel is equal to the one you have given"

I couldn't speak, her face became unreadable and her eyes shined and looked almost red before they rolled to the back of her head. Her hair swam freely on the air resembling a flame burning with intensity. Unintelligible words came from her mouth until she murmured "Oh gods of beyond, take under your control this untamed soul. The pain and sorrow that he's caused are to be larger than the ones caused with sword or gun. He shall suffer to take back the pain he has caused." In a voice that sounded demon-like.

Shit, I messed up with a fucking witch!

"Pick up the form you'll give this miserable human being!"

When she said those last words, the whole place almost exploded and a huge breeze came in as all the windows and doors flung open. I closed my eyes reflexively and when I opened them again, only seconds later, I was lying in the floor and Victoria was nowhere to be seen.

The last thing I heard was her. "It's not my pain you're paying for, you've hurt others further away from the edge of what's bearable... and... I don't remember your name either." She laughed wickedly and I heard her walk away but still I could not see her; she was like a ghost. "The pain you've caused to the most pure of the souls is something you'd have to pay for eventually" And then complete silence rang through my ears. I'd hurt no one. My only crime had been to give hot girls a night of pleasure. One night and only one, I never promised anything else.

The events took a toll on me and I don't remember at what moment exactly my eyes closed by their own accord and my brain went unconscious.

When I woke up, the sun was too shiny and made my eyes feel uncomfortable, I shut them again and the only things on my mind where 'I'm fucking hungry', 'I didn't fucking get laid' and 'I didn't even get fucking wasted and I feel like shit'. Then it all hit me, was this the way I was supposed to pay for what I have done as Victoria said?

Could I even be able to move? I was going to lose my voice? Maybe I was missing a leg? Shit, I would have to get up and evaluate myself. I started to stir, and yup, I had my arms and legs, yeah there's my head… uhmm and there's my... Yeah, I hadn't been castrated.

I tried to stand in my feet but something was wrong and I fell back down. "What the fuck?" I yelled that but the echo I heard was not the one of my voice and that scared the fuck out of me, it sounded like a wild animal.

I tried to get up again but I couldn't manage to find my balance and fell back once again.

When I realized I was fighting against what seemed a losing battle, I just crawled out of the place. Surprisingly it felt much easier, so I went faster and faster just to get away from that horrible place. I was surprised to see people walk around me and not even taking the time to look down. For God's sake, did this look normal for them? A man crawling, and not even a look, even if they caught a sight of me they just moved past me trying to leave as much room as possible between us.

Shit, we live in such a messed up society where no one allows themselves to think about someone that's not their own person and well-being. Is this what I looked like? Is this how I acted? I couldn't be just one of them, I was different. Is this what I was supposed to pay for? If so, why punish me? Every single person who has passed by made and keeps making that same mistake! Why me and not anyone else, one of them?

I was so absorbed in my thoughts when I caught someone staring at me; a beautiful girl with a sad smile on her face, her brown eyes studying me intently and her chestnut colored hair starting to soak wet. I'd been so idle and hadn't noticed it started to rain. I was starting to feel cold and a small tremor went through my body.

She watched me with concerned eyes. "Poor boy!" she finally exclaimed. "Are you okay?" she asked warmly.

'Poor boy' what am I six year-old? She smiled at me making my brain mushy. Beautiful wasn't enough of a word. Wait, she had asked something.

"I'm fine" I tried to say but again I didn't hear my voice, the only thing I heard was the same animal sound, my whole body trembled and I was suddenly scared, not because it sounded scary, but because it sounded particularly common.

A bark.

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Trying at least; I might check it a thousand times and there will always be a mistake hidden somewhere.

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