This just reeks of self denial... It's my longest one yet though! And it's all about Quisty. Coo beans. I can sort of identify with this one.. I really really like this.


When they waltzed in eachothers arms that night
Hot tears of anger scorched my eyes
Just seeing the way he held her tight
I considered my own demise.

I'd cared for him for many years
Guiding him through life
And why now were these bitter tears
Staining my face in cold moonlight?

I was smitten for the silly boy
To me, the consumated picture of perfection
Mysterious and handsome, he brought me so much joy..
Now I sadly wish he'd been more wise with his selection.

I've been shoved from the cursed spotlight
My feelings pushed aside
Maybe this was planned out, maybe it's alright?
Though neither of them seemed to care of how I felt inside...

If God's big plan included this
I renounce you here on out
This unexpected morbid twist
Has worn my patience out.

Maybe there is someone else
Waiting just for me..
Maybe it is wacky Zell?
No.. I doubt it could...
He seems afraid of me.

Till then I'll grin and bear it well
The beauty with the perfect smile
But inside will be a smoldering hell
With my vengeful, hateful soul on trial.

Comments, Suggestions, Death threats all welcomed. ^-^

null (gamegirl36@aol.com)

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