Hi my name is Karla and I'm from Mexico I know this is not important but I wrote this letter in English and I know it isn't perfect and maybe this is my first and last story in English. You don't know how difficult it was! REVIEWS!

Sirius,

I know that you will never read this letter and I am sorry it is that way, because your death was something that will hurt me forever. There are some unexpected things all along someone's life and you were a great person I was glad to meet and the day I knew who you really were, was the happiest day of my life. I don't believe there were anyone who could understand me better than you. You without knowing it taught me that many people will be in your life but only the ones that really love you will be with you until the end. Many people tell me your death wasn't my fault but I think it was, because I didn't prove you were in Grimmauld Place that night.

I never told you what I felt for you and now is too late for that but I need to express what I'm feeling with this loss. I wouldn't have imagined there were people like you left in the world if it hadn't been for you. Now I understand you were like a father for me, you were the one who helped me when I needed help, you were the one that listened to me when I felt nobody cared about me, you believed in what I said despite the fact everybody said I was wrong and I knew I could trust you because you trusted me. I thought things would be that way forever and I didn't want nor believe it would change, that is killing me, but killing me slowly. I feel guilty and empty without you by my side. Now I am as lonely as the beginning and the only thing I can do is revenge.

I miss you and I will never forget all the time we spend together, I know you can't see what I'm writing to you right now but the day you slipped away was the day I found it won't be the same without you. Now you're gone somewhere I can't bring you back and I don't understand how I could be too stupid not to realize it all was a trap. What I can realize is that if you aren't here my life is as empty and broken as my heart. I know I've lost something I can't bring back.

I had always desired I could feel what was like having a family and you were that for me and I don't know how I will live without your love. I swear I would give even my life to return the time and change what happened that night in the Department of Mysteries, but that is impossible because I destroyed all those Time Turners in that room with clocks. I don't wanna be without your support but because of my stupid action it is happening. What I can do in the mean time is continue pretending I am OK, but I am dying everyday without you. I feel lost without the person whom I love more than my own life, because in spite of the fact my life is full of people you were my closest since we know what to be completely alone was.

I know you wouldn't want me to continue feeling this way but I can't stop thinking of you and how lovely my life was when you were still alive. In Privet Drive I will cry everyday and every night as I know I could do something else for you.

I am crying right now while I'm writing this letter but all I want you to know is that I don't know whether I want to live and kill Voldemort and Bellatrix or die to be with the ones I love and I have lost.

Harry

Thanks for reading my story and I will be very glad if you leave reviews it doesn't matter if they are to correct me. Understand how difficult it was for me! Kisses. Bye