Disgusting repulsive, sickening, ghastly, filthy, sordid, horrible, nauseating, repellent teenage boys. I am so extremely pleased to be out of high school. I know that every boy in this class is having the same pornographic day dream of the naughty librarian. The local high school is sending their junior classes to the collage library for research since Seattle has an amazing searching system and plenty of computers to accommodate the class numbers. The boys yes boys are not even listening to the head librarian Mrs. Scholar or Ann …no….no they are all looking at my chest and creating tents at the groin. I am just working here to be around the books I mean I love reading it is perfect. This books and novels have taken me down the Mississippi river to Tokyo and to the 1800 and every major war in history. And most importantly should me… love. While I was growing up I would always joke that I was dating a Healthcliff or Mr. Darcy. You see I am a writer and a published writer with books that are paying for my collage education I might add. I love writing and to be able to do the things you can never get away with in the real world. Writing is my escape my dreams on paper for the whole world to see.

I can not stand one more minute of being undressed by a red haired acne faced covered seventeen year old. As Ann tries to quite down the class long enough to announce the rules I lead over and whisper that I am going to shelve the recently turned in books she nods so I quietly turn and head down the hall not two steps and I hear I guy mumble I cant pick weather I like the front or back of the blond.

I cant stand this…this little…this…this little you should know that I am not the most proper girl you see I am a red neck women how loves Shakespeare so I have a potty mouth. And I do not like being meat to guys ,boys ,or men I don't take that shit so turn around head stare to the stupid kid that is trying to rock the sex hair but just looks like a hey stack for hair and lean down and whisper in my sexy voice yes I have one and every girl does and let him have it

"You little prick so you cant pick if you like my tits or my ass to bad cause I know for a fact that you will go home and get in the shower and fuck yourself imaging my front and back sides while I will be fucking a guy so hard so fucking dream on that you will ever see any of me so GO Jerk off.

With my speech down I leave with out looking at the kid. As I enter the main area of the library I see the cart filled to the rim of books that need to be re shelved as I grab the cart I think about that pour kid I just chewed out you see I am single so no guy in my bed tonight I and living with four roommates and they are couples and my best friends. I have been living with Alice and Rose since seniors year of high school and we are best friend but now both of their boy friends live with us but the guys are so sweet. Emmet and Jasper have taken the role of big brother for me. I know their hearts are in the right place and now off to another day of my boring life. Maybe today I will meet my soul mate…yeah right this is life not a fairy tale Bella.