My new Bori/Jandre story…This is set after Opposite Date. This story may seem more Bade at the beginning, but that's how most Bori and Jandre stories start, right?

I hope you all enjoy the first chapter. It is an introduction to Jade's feelings (beginning part) and Beck's feelings (second part.)

Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious.

Beck…Beck…Beck

She couldn't get him out her head. That's all she was thinking about nowadays. Him. Beck.

Jade wasn't a happy person until it came to her ex-boyfriend. She always chose a way that would make him as happy as she could make him. She still remembered the times when they would watch horror movies together, when they would drink Starbucks coffee together every day.

She missed Beck. She missed his strong arm around her waist, his slow kisses; she missed everything about him.

But, she didn't love him as much as she did before. She was just a little…lonely.

Jade was never a person to sit by herself and be able to have fun. Beck would always be there with her, wherever they went. Heck, whenever she got mad, he would follow her and try to calm her down. That's how great Beck was. His patience, his chill personality, his hair was only some of the many things that attracted Jade towards him.

They were a great couple, but anger, ignorance, and jealousy tore them apart. Of course, she didn't believe their break up was totally her fault. Because it wasn't…

And, she hoped Beck knew that, too. He was the one that would go and flirt with other girls; he would always pick something else over her; and he threw away their relationship. It wasn't like Jade wasn't trying to fix it. She really was, but she wasn't successful. She went out with Beck for as long as she could remember. He was her first boyfriend – was there even a way she could get over that?

But, she had. At least, she had tried. Still, there were those moments where Beck would come back into her memories and she would terribly miss him. She would try to forget the times she had with him, but to her, that was like erasing the past three years out of her life! No one was capable of doing something like that – not even the unpredictable Jade.

Her feelings were controlled until Beck and Tori's so-called "opposite date." She was so stupid for thinking that it was an excuse for running away from her and playing smoochy-face with Tori. It wasn't until she got there that she realized that there was really nothing to be angry at Beck about. What were they doing other than repeatedly enhancing that fact that they weren't actually on a date? Jade didn't even understand what she was thinking then. Beck could never do that to her – and she realized, maybe she did still love him a little bit.

"We're all friends…kind of…and we can all hang out with anyone we want to…"

Her words from a week ago rang in his head. Sitting at Karaoke Dokie and watching her play around with his best friend made him feel sick to his stomach. He tried to divert the conversation with Andre, but he couldn't.

He had to sit at a different table, watching Jade talk to his best friend, Moose.

He absolutely could not take it.

He thought he was over Jade, until now, but he didn't think that those feelings would rekindle inside him. Unfortunately, that's exactly what was happening to him. Watching her play with Moose's hand made him feel a surge of inferiority. He didn't want that to happen.

Why did he feel that she should be playing around with him that way? Why did he want her to die for his attention like she was doing for Moose?

He didn't understand his feelings right now, but he understood one thing. He had tried to push that one thing away, but he knew it was true.

He missed Jade. He knew he missed her; it was since the moment she walked out of the door.

Beck had understood that he couldn't continue his relationship with her for that time, but it hurt him when she accepted that he was leaving her, and in turn, she left him. At least, that's how he felt.

"Because we feel scared inside, and we need a man to support us…" The old lady had said that at the hospital when he was with Tori.

No way, Jade didn't need a man's support. She liked to be independent; he was never her support, more of a companion that helped Jade get through her life. Jade's restricting father had caused some tension in her life, but she was never the type to break down about that. She would get Beck to take her out somewhere and talk to him until she calmed down. That was where their relationship actually started; she had grown to trust him. That trust kept them going for about three years.

He wasn't going to lie about this, but Jade started getting old for him. No matter how bad that sounded, it was the truth. And no, he was absolutely not a jerk for thinking that way; he couldn't be.

When their break up happened that night at Tori's house, Beck didn't want to be with Jade anymore. He couldn't take it – their constant fights, her jealousy, his own ignorance – it was too overwhelming.

Beck didn't want Jade to change for him, though. He always believed that a person can never actually change completely. Beck had once loved Jade for who she was. He still loved her, as a friend. He would always love her that way.

There was nothing more to their relationship today as she sat there stroking Moose's arm.

That's all Beck had from Jade, right now – a friend. Not even…but today, something came up in his head, or maybe it was his heart. It was something that had gone away momentarily, something he didn't want back.

He felt somewhere his love for Jade.

Wow, that was waaaayyy to much Bade for me in one chapter. Don't worry, though, I won't let it happen again. Hope you liked this chapter. It was Jade after Opposite Date, and Beck during Three Girls and a Moose.

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Thanks for reading. I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can and it will include more dialogue. Did you realize this one had none at all?!