Leave Out All the Rest
My heart was ripped in two once my best friend in the whole wide world left me. I heard the thunder and as the tear drops of the clouds hit the shoulders of my coat I couldn't stop tears from falling down my own face. I turned and fled away from where he had walked off. My brain was telling me to move on while my heart told me to go after him. I was confused and utterly lost. I never felt so lost in my days in the Organization with the blonde, Roxas. Every day I would come up to him with the best fake smile on my face as I could manage but he doubted the looks I had and knew that I was in pain or that something was wrong. Xion, my other friend, cared less. I shouldn't say that…. She couldn't see past the fake smile and see my true emotion. Roxas could. When we were alone, I mean really alone without Xion by our sides, I would just open up to him on why I was upset or angry. His comforting soft hand always found its way onto my shoulder and he would always tell me nice things to take the pain and anger away. Not only he helped me get through to expressing my true emotions more often, he helped my find a true friend. He was my best friend and I wish I could go back but I can't…. Not after what happened. All I remember briefly was having some friendly time with Roxas and then little Miss Xion started to get all moody and weird. Roxas got concerned for her because she hadn't come up to the clock tower to have sea salt ice cream with us in weeks. I started growing a little concern for her too, but I let it slide because I knew girls were just girls. They had "emotional days." After about a month or two, I decided to find out what's holding Xion up. I found out she was trying to get to this boy named Sora. I dealt with that kid before, he was easy to beat every time I would fight him, but I went easy on him and decided to let him win several times so he wouldn't be all worn out and such. Yep, let the good times roll! Anyways, after I found out about Xion's thing with Sora I noticed that she started to change into Sora! Odd right? Well, then soon after Roxas started acting weird and now no one went up to the clock tower anymore, we never hung out as a group anymore. Later on, Roxas came up to me and told me he was giving up on Organization 13 and was going to find out who he truly was. I freaked out and I remembered we were yelling at each other back and forth because I didn't want him to leave. A few nights later, I was lying in my bed and was thinking to myself what went wrong when something caught my eye. I leaned over the bed and saw an envelope. I picked it up and opened it and saw a Popsicle stick that said winner on it. I had then dropped the stick as I raced out to go find Roxas. I heard he was heading into town so I took a short cut and waited until he found me. He completely ignored me and kept walking until I remember asking. "Your mind's made up?" I saw him turn around to look at me before responding, "Why did the Keyblade choose me? I have to know." This stunned me, why was he questioning something that was given to him? Why couldn't he just take the thing and move on with his life?! I turned to him and blurted out, "You can't turn on the Organization, you get on their bad side and they'll destroy you!" "No one would miss me." I felt my heart break and I watched as he walked away and I remember calling out to him saying, "That's not true," then whispered, "I would…." After that nothing. I stopped walking after looking back to the past and took a deep breath as the rain finally let up a little. "Hmm…. The rain finally stopped. I wonder why?" I turned and started to sing softly, "When my time comes forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reason to be missed. Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest…. Leave out all the rest…."