I'm Not What You Think I Am

by Blondie785

For those of you that have read my other stories, this is another John Cena/ Reilly story but with a twist. Same people, different personalities. I wanted to explore what their relationship would have been like with different circumstances and histories. So please, read, review, and enjoy. And as always, I own nothing but Reilly.

1. Reilly Michelle

My name's Reilly Michelle and every one tells me I've got alot to look forward too. I'm not sure what it is they're seeing but I don't see it. I was always overweight as a kid and I suffered for it, especially through high school. I gravitated toward relationships that were obviously unhealthy and yet, couldn't force myself to walk away. So once I got out of school, I decided I was tired of letting people walk all over me and changed who I was. I lost 100 lbs, started working out and taking better general care of myself. I also have an aversion to most men which most likely is because of the last relationship I had gotten out of that was particularly unhealthy...I just don't trust them. I don't trust many people these days. I've learned that if you want anything done, doing it yourself is the only way to guarantee it actually gets accomplished. Some people say I'm cynical, I say I'm just realistic. I don't like having to rely on people for anything and I usually don't.

Anyway, getting past the negativity (big step for me), I do have one thing in my life that makes me happy and that's my job. I am currently employed as an entertainer for the WWE on their RAW brand. My actual title is WWE Diva but I hate labels...so I'm an entertainer. I have one close friend in the company, her stage names Kelly and she's a person who I would have never imagined being friends with but for some reason, she just gets me. She doesn't care if I'm cynical or like all the other divas. She was the only one to go out of her way to try and make me feel at home when I started with this company and for some strange reason, that just stuck with me.

Don't get me wrong, I love my job. I've realized that, even being withdrawn for years, I enjoy entertaining people. But I guess for every bright side, there has to be a dark side and unfortunately, due to the nature of the company...it's many of the men that I work with. Most of them think they're god's gift to women and that everyone, including the divas, should fall all over them anytime they enter a room. Obviously, that's not me...like I said, aversion to men. And in any group, there's always one that stands out more than any other and the WWE is no exception...he's a playboy...feels as if every woman should be head over heels in love with him...His name's John Cena...and I can't stand him...