"We'll be together forever big brother!" Those were your words. Where are you now?
Have you left those words behind along with me?
What happened to "a hero always keeps his promise"? Did you leave your childish remarks behind too?
You've changed… or maybe I've changed. Either way I'm alone stuck in my remorseful past.
It's not that I've haven't been alone before… Why is this time different!
Your very presence mocks me, being so close but just too far like a single firefly glowing in the night so I can see you but then you flicker out before I reach you.
I hope you're happy, I'm tearing myself apart for you
all for you…
Though you can't tell because of my mask of lies.
I'm okay… Lie
I don't care… Lie
I'm glad you left! Lie
I bloody hate you… big lie
I hope you die! … Worst lie
I make those lies only to protect myself from your truths
"You're so annoying…
It's a good thing I left!
I hate you!
Why don't you just do us all a favor and just die!"
Heh… that's a good question… Maybe I should, it's not like they'll miss a solitary, cynical and sarcastic island nation anyway. I better write a will then…
I wish for all my land to go to Peter. No discussions.
I want Francis to stay away from Peter.
And last of all, Alfred…
This is your early birthday gift, hope you're happy.
But just so I can ruin it a bit I will tell you this one last thing:
I love you.
That's good enough. Now let's see, a good old bullet to the head should do. I pulled out my hand gun. A little fairy says "Arthur please don't do this!" I just waved her away and started to pull the trigger and as though summoned by a miracle, you came… Alfred…
"Hey, I was just wonderi- ARTHUR!" When I saw your face I almost stopped, but it was too late and the trigger was fully pulled. Not even a second later there was a loud BANG! And I readied myself to welcome the darkness.
-END-
(maybe)
Authors Notes: Hi! Well that was just a big piece of shitty angst lol. I literally wrote this in one night… I might write a sequel (depends on my mood). Feel free to review (may increase chances of a sequel :D) At first it started as a poem then it made me think of Arthur and then it was born! Well that's all I really want to say bye!