Keep It Together

by 0ne.dam.fangirl

So this isn't about a fandom but a book i read and fell in love with. You might have heard it. Its called every last word. This story will be based of of that. Ella a girl with OCD (Pure-O) and severe depression has to act normal so no one can find out not even the friends closest to her. She finds a place where she feels the happiest. Continue reading to find out what happens.

Quick note:

I got the idea off of the book every last word. You probably read the summary so i wont bore you with that again. I'veneverwritten a fanfiction and i dont really know how it works but ill figure it out. If you can could you pleaseleave a reveiw?

Thanks

Enjoy!

Chapter one.

I woke up to my alarm blaring. "Ughhhhh" i groan not wanting to go to school. It was the first day of school and that means the day i have to act like everything's normal. Act like i don'tobsessover thingsori cant control my thoughts, i have to act as ifeverything'sokay. I have to act as if i dont see a physiatrist two times a week. I have to act as if i dont take ani-depressants andsleep meds. I turn off my alarm and drag myself out of my bed. Look into my mirror to see my blond hair in a messy ponytail andmascara all over my face. I walk into the bathroom and wash my face i turn around and turn on my shower just right. I comb through my messy hair and strip down of my clothes i step into the shower and let the water rundown mybody. I wash my hair and body. 20 minutes later i step out of the shower. I blow dry my hair and put on a pair of ripped denim shorts, a loose white tank top and some black converse. I curl my hair and put it into a ponytail. I grab my backpack and head downstairs. "Hey mom" i say grabbing my meds and swallowing them with water. I make a piece of toast and sit down. "Hey honey" my mom says. My sister is eating some cereal. "Hey kayla" i say to my sister "hi" she says. My sister has been distant with my my entire life ever since i woke the whole house up to my deafening screams from my dreams. She's been distant because she's scared of me. Ive tried to talk to her but she acts like i dont exist. I dont blame her for being scared of me i would be scared of me too. I finish my toast and say goodbye to my mom. I grab my car keys and walk outside into the warm summer air. I open the door and get in. I put the keys i to the ignition and hear it rumble to life. I pull out of the driveway and head to my school. I park my car and head out. "Today might be a good day" i think to myself. I walk to my locker and dial my combination.