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Bella POV

"Now be safe." I hugged my older brother Jasper. It was Febuary of 1861 and I was sending my only brother off to war. Daddy was dead and it was just me and mama at home. Mama was sickly and I knew it wouldn't be long before I was the only Whitlock left at home.

"I'll try." He hugged me close and got up on his horse. I watched him ride away off to fight for the southern cause. I shivered as I stood in the cold. He was only eighteen. Though I was fifteen me and Jasper were as close as two siblings could get. I wrote him so many letters. I always prayed that each letter would reach him never knowing for sure.

The worse day of my life was June 17th 1861. I had just watched my mother die the month before. I was so heartbroken I couldn't even write to Jasper and tell him. I was sitting out the pourch hoping to catch some breeze. I sheilded my eyes from the sun as I heard hoofbeats on the dirt driveway. A man in full milatary uniform got down from the horse and came to the pourch he took his hat off. "Are you Miss. Isabella Whitlock."

"Yes" I stood up from my chair trembling I knew that this wasn't going to be good news.

"Mam I'm sorry to tell you your brother Jasper Whitlock is Missing in Action and presummed dead." He held out his hand which had Jasper's dogtags on them. "These were found with his horse."

"Thank you sir." I tried to hold the tears back but I could feel a few slide down my cheeks.

"Your Welcome mam and I'm sorry for your lose." He tipped his hat to me and got on his horse and left. I watched him leave down the drive. I clutched Jaspers dogtags to me and let the tears fall. I went into the house and curled up into a ball. I truly was alone now. I packed my bags and went north. The south was to dangourous for a young girl on her own I knew that. Even If I loved the south I couldn't stay there. I moved in with my Uncle Charlie and Aunt Renee. I stayed in my room trying to stay away from the northerners that sneered at me. I only went out when nessisary still nursing my broken heart.

Then he came into my life like Sun coming out on a cloady day. In all his bronze haired Green eyed Glory. Edward Masen helped me start living agian. I was walking along the walkway when I bumped into him. "Oh I'm sorry sir." I looked up into the most gorgouse eyes I had ever seen.

"Thats quite alright." He smiled at me and I swear it was like I was melting.

"I'm Isabella Whitlock."

"Well Isabella I'm Edward Masen." I knew it was wrong he was the enemy it would be like betraying my brother but I couldn't help it there was something in me that was reaching out for him. We got to know eachother more he got me to laugh and smile. The day he asked me to marry him was one of the most beatiful days I remember. We were sitting by the lake. "Isabella." He took my hand in his and I looked up into his eyes. "I know we're young but I love you and want to Marry you."

I looked at him shocked as he held out a dimond engagment ring for me to see. "Oh Edward of course I'll Marry you." I threw my self in his arms. Crying in happiness I would finally have someone were married only months later. I rember walking down the asiel. My white dress flowing around me. I couldn't take my eyes off of Edaward so hansome in his suit. We said our vows. The next few months were bliss. But then my world came crashing down around me once agian.

"Isabella I have to go to war." Edward held me in his arms.

"NO I already lost a brother I won't lose you to." I clung to him.

"Bella I have to." He held me tighter to him. I cried myself to sleep that night. He left a week later Seventeen and off to war. I barley functioned. I wore one of his shirts to bed every night. October ninth 1863 I got another dreaded visit.

"Are you Isabella Masen."

"Yes."

Mam I'm sorry to tell you your husband is reported missing in action presumed dead. All we found was these." He held up Edwards dogtags."

I felt like I was dieing. "Thank you." He left as I numbly slide them over my head they landed against Jaspers I had lost the two most important men in my life and this was all I had left of them. I secluded myself from everyone. I left the north and started to travle I couldn't go to the north or the south they both held painful memory's for me. I was walking along a creek bed when I was attacked by a red eyed creature I felt the burning the pain and three days later I woke up as a vampire. I could never stand The smell of human blood as a human and as a vampire I couldn't stand it eaither I lived off of animal blood and I lived by my self I vowed never to get close to anyone ever again I liked my solitary existance that way I didn't get hurt. Oh well there was that little run in with the Volturi but I'll explain that later. Right now it was 2006 and I was headed to a tiny town called Forks and back to highschool.

A/N I hope you like this story I've read stories were Bella was Jaspers long lost sister I've read stories were she is Edwards long lost wife so I thought why not put them together sorry if there is a story like that I didn't mean for it to happen please review but don't flame usually chapters will be in more then POV though it is manily a Edward Bella story with a lot of Jasper.