"I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"You are the most special thing to ever happen to me."
"I really like you a lot and I want this to be forever."
"I won't ever stop liking you and I hope you feel the same."
"I never knew what love was until I found you."
"You are amazing and loveable and kind and I love you so much."
"Just marry me."
I feel like slamming my face against the mirror. Why is this so hard to do? Why is wanting to start your life with someone so hard to start? I have gone through so many different proposal lines in my head. It has gotten to the point where everything I say sounds cliché and meaningless.
I just have no idea how to express how much I need him in my life. I can't find the words to say that I get this feeling that if he isn't with me forever I might loose my mind. I, Draco Malfoy, am at a loss for words.
I just stare at myself in the mirror. I stare like the harder I look the words that I am trying to communicate will find their way to me. I take a deep breath and try again.
"Look Harry, I love you with all my heart. I hate that all I can think about is you. I hate that you are so righteous and sweet. I hate that you see right through me. I can never hide anything from you.
"I can never act like I don't care because you know I do. I want to be able to just say that you need me here and that is the only reason I stay. I can't, we both know it's a lie. I am the one that needs you.
"I need your warm heart. I need your positive energy. I am able to be such a better person with you in my life. I can just be myself. You taught me that I can be myself and the person I tried to hide for so many years is 1000x better than any façade I could put on.
"I really can't imagine a life without you. Hell I can't even remember my life before you came along. I just remember a whole lot of wallowing and self-pity. Being with you now, I've almost forgotten what those things feel like.
"Since you've been with me, you have never let me near any negative feelings. You showed me what's it's like to just have a blissful fog cloud my very being.
"I wish there was a more manly way to say all this, but there isn't. You've broken me Harry, but you fixed me up in a way I never thought would be possible.
"Harry, I want you to marry me. Will you stay with me forever?"
I couldn't help but smile in the mirror. It was horrible that I would never be able to repeat all this to Harry.
"Yes."
I spun around so fast I probably looked insane.
Harry was standing there with tears in his eyes. His hands were over his mouth like he was trying to make himself stop crying. I could see the crinkles in the corner of his eyes that told me he was smiling and these were happy tears.
I quickly went to him and pulled him to me. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.
"Did you really mean it?" He asked.
"I meant every word. So are you going to be mine Harry James Potter?" I asked holding him at arms length.
"Forever." He said smiling and kissing me.
A/N I saw a pic of Draco looking in a mirror and this was born. I hope you enjoyed it :)
