Okay, this fic is just a way to get out of this little writers block episode I'm going threw. I hope you guys enjoy it! Oh yea, I don't own Dark Angel or any of the characters, and I am not making any money off it.
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Alone... Thats what I am. Unloved, unwanted; a shadow of the reality; a image in a mirror; I am alone. What am I suppose to do? I put all this false hope in every transgenic around! We even have transgenic's moving NW to us. To terminal city. I have all these people's hope, dreams, aspirations in my hands and all I can think about is how alone I am! Shut up MAX!... God, I'm so freaking ALONE!
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Max sat alone, in the darkness of the night and stared down at the passing people from her spot atop the Space Needle. She stared down meaning to fullful her need to pour her heart out, to let the pain, anger pour out through her very own thoughts but, got nothing. Max just sat there, empty, realizing she had no tears to cry, no words to speak not even anything to yell at. She laid back and stared at the sky. With her transgenic vision she could almost see the stars threw the thick layer of smug that cover the world. Only she could see this pain that she had. Only she could see that her now empty heart had a thick layer of black covering it. Misfit, lonely, outcast, reject, hated, abused... Max was all them. They say it only took 1 week for everyone to accept chance. To accept that this way was how it always was. But, they were wrong. Max couldn't accept it! Max couldn't!!! She closed her eye's trying to find someway to change the way things were. ANYWAY!
Alone... Max hated the very thought! She couldn't stand it! She couldn't be alone. She just couldn't.
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I see it! God, I've never seen it more clearly. I see it all. The past, the present... the future. The pain, the agony, the betrayal and even the blood and sweat! Is it wrong to hate myself? Is it wrong to want a little more out of life then this?I want it sooooo BAD! Do I not deserve it?
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One week. One little week! Thats all it takes. Wonder if its taking longer cause I'm transgenic? One week is how long its suppose to take! God, what am I suppose to do now? My rocks gone! I open my eye's and see him. Hadn't even heard him come. I look up and see a pair of the saddest eye's I've ever seen. GOD, WHY IS IT TAKING LONGER THEN A WEEK! I look over as he sits now next to me. I have the urge to hit him, but lay my head back down and close my eyes.
"I'm sorry Max" is what Alec says to me. His words echo in my head. I must have heard it a hundred times. Nothing more is said. We just lay there, pretending we are looking at stars. I can't help but wonder if Logan might be looking down at me from one of those stars... Alone, I feel so freaking alone!
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