A/N – This is my first attempt at anything like this so I hope it's ok please be honest if it's not
I don't own glee….ok so I wish I did…but I don't
All that time I was searching, with nowhere to run to, it started me thinking,
Wondering what I could make of my life, and who'd be waiting,
Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers,
Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening
How could you do this to me? How could you just forget everything we had? Everything we shared ? I remember it all the way the smallest touch with your fingers winding into mine made me feel like I was safe forever , how when your lips touched mine I never wanted it to stop
All this time, I still remember everything you said
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
It's too hard for me, watching you with him, acting like we used to. that should be us , you know in your heart it should be why won't you just admit it. Dam it woman…LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME! So listen, listen to me,
Ooh you must believe me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me,
But I don't know why.
Ok so I do..but please I didn't' mean to …. I'm sorry ….for everything I'm sorry she was just there and you weren't I was drunk it's not excuse me babe you gotta believe me Ooh I know you're going, but I can't believe
It's the way that you're leaving,
It's like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault,
I gave you too many reasons, being alone, when I didn't want to
I thought you'd always be there, I almost believed you,
All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
This isn't right you know it dam woman you just know it yet your prancing round this place like I'm not even on the same planet as you , like there never was an us , like we didn't share those moments Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
You caused this! I'm doing this because of you! REMEMBER THAT! ..no I didn't mean that , I caused this but I wanna make up for it So listen, listen to me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me
It seems I've spent too long
Only thinking about myself - oh
Now I want to spend my life Just caring bout somebody else.
COME BACK! .. I'LL DO IT! Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
I'M SORRY! You know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep...
So here I am….standing here ..I've gotta do it….i know it's the only way I'm gonna stop hurting all the time…..it's done now….
Bye Rachel…remember me …Noah Pukerman yeah