there is a light in your eyes
meredith narrates
people make mistakes try as we may we can never change them or avoid them so we all go through life blindly hoping something or rather someone will find us and sweep us off to a magical land but until that day comes we are here waiting and we never quite know what is the real thing or what's going to turn around and bite us in the ass

it was a normal day for Derek and Addison Shepard or at least they thought it was. They both woke up at 5:30am in their lovely manhattan brownstone neither spoke a word. they then part for work. addison asusual had a slow day a nd decided to go shopping , she bought some new shoes and head home early when she arrived she found Mark Sloan's car parke din her drive way she found him in the kitchen singing someold Jimmy buffet song and making a sandwich."do you do this often" addison asked as she leaned against the door frame Mark jumped
woah your home early he said that still doesn't answer my question now she already knew the answer but she wanted to hear him say it " Ugh i um just ah" Mark studdered calm down i was just kidding come on let's sit and talk addison said as her toughts of Derek returned. Mark was the only person that addison ever spoke to about derek cause mark knew derek and he knew him well so how were things this morning with him mark asked as he ate his sandwich totally akward not to mention silent what am i going to do addison leaned on the table as she spoke why don't you just talk to him mark suggested as he stroked addison fair skin "can you stop doing that" addison said as she pushed him away why he asked addison held up her ring finger the ring mark no matter how much of an ass derek is being I still love him she said well addison i love you i love you more than derek ever will come on he said as he leaned in to kiss her Addison leaned hesitenly foreward...
but then suddenly smacked him away " oh sorry" she gasped and covered her mouth. Mark chuckled " You need to go home now " addison let him know she was uninterested . Mark stood grabbed his coat and his sandwich and wlaked out the door