I was desperately trying to think of a way to tell Jace that I was pregnant but I was really craving a chocolate sundae and the fact we just found out we weren't related 4 months ago, so it was pointless. I gave up on my idea and went to my freezer. I looked inside and saw everything but ice cream. I don't know why but I started crying. I was all out weeping when Simon came in.
"Clary? Shit, what's wrong; did Jace die again?" Simon muttered the last part. I stopped crying and looked at him sniffling slightly. I got up and sat down on the couch.
"I want Ice cream and we don't have any!" I whined snuggling to his chest. He raised one eyebrow and looked at me like I was crazy.
"Simon if I told you something really secret, would you tell anyone?" I asked just for my own clarification. He nodded slowly. "Simon, I'm…pregnant." I looked over at him again and he had a look of rage in his eyes.
"I'm gonna kill…..wait a second who am I gonna kill?" He asked turning toward me.
"Jace, you idiot; I'm going to the Institute to tell him right now, can you stay here and wait?" I asked. Not waiting for the answer I left him. I got into my new car, a 2011 Volkswagen Beetle. I reached the Institute rather quickly. I started to hyperventilate when I was outside of the doors. I was about to barge into his room when he opened it at the same time. I yelped and fell onto him.
"I like the position we're in Clary," Jace smirked. I hit him in the chest and got up.
"Jace I have to tell you something really important," I said. Tears started to stream down my cheeks. He looked a lot more worried now. He tried to help by bringing me to his chest and I started to cry harder.
"It's okay, tell me baby." He said softly, and more relaxed.
I stopped crying slightly and looked at him lovingly. I crushed my lips to his and then buried my face into his chest. "Jace I'm having your baby in seven months, you're going to be a daddy." I said clutching to his shirt for life. He froze abruptly. I started to cry again, he was going to leave me and never come back.
Instead of pushing me away like I thought he would he pulled me closer and started to calm me down by stroking my curly red hair softly. I calmed down and reduced my sobs to silent hiccups. I looked up at him and he looked down at me, and at that moment I knew he would never leave me and his child.
"Jace, do you still love me?" I asked while staring into his eyes. He crushed his lips on mine, hard. I guess that answered that question!
He pulled away. "How could you even doubt that?" He asked while cradling me in his lap. I smiled and started to cry more, this time it was happy tears. He smiled back at me and put his hand over my stomach and felt the humongous baby bump. I was surprised the baby was growing so fast.
"What about the baby?" I asked quietly. He put a serious face on and brought me even closer.
"What about the baby? I'll stay with you forever Clary, now I have even more reason too," He said still smiling at me. I straddled him and crushed my lips to his. His hand went to the hem of my shirt and he ripped it straight off and followed with my pants. I blushed as his hungry eyes drank me in greedily. He was in between my legs so I rubbed against his manhood to create some friction. He elicited a deep moan closing his eyes for merely a second.
I bit my bottom lip thinking of different positions to try. I must have thought too soon because Isabelle passed the door and then stepped backwards for a double take into Jace's room.
"Oh my god, Put some damn clothes on! Mom is coming up in a minute to talk to you!" she yelled closing the door. I went to Jace's closet and found my extra clothes in there; it was capri's and a short sleeved shirt also a hoodie, decent enough.
"Ha ha, my trick worked, moms not even coming up!" Isabelle exclaimed. A wave of nausea flew over me and I rushed to the bathroom right before puking my guts out. I leaned my head against the toilet bowl and put my hand over my stomach.
Isabelle ran in right when I flushed the toilet and started to brush my teeth.
"What the hell, Clary are you sick?" she asked turning me to her.
"I'm not sick, Isabelle that was nothing." I looked at Jace in the doorway and widened my eyes at him asking for help, that motherfucker just shrugged. Now I was mad.
"Actually Isabelle you know what? I'm pregnant, with that bastard's baby," I said storming away. I left Jace with a gaping Isabelle. He followed me and pulled my arm back.
"Clary, what's wrong?" he asked sweetly and sincerely. I just hugged him while tearing up being the big baby I was now; I silently reminded myself it was just the hormones. I quickly forgot about Isabelle.
"You shrugged at me," I said whining. Yeah, whining. He started to chuckle. I remembered something I wanted an hour ago. "I want a sundae!" I shouted stating it loudly.
He looked at me like I was crazy. "Cravings," I explained, he nodded slowly.
Isabelle was just watching us like crazy people in the hallway. I straightened up quickly.
"You're pregnant?" she asked with widened eyes. I nodded slowly. I was over 3 months pregnant.
"Yeah, about 3 months, almost four," I said trying not to seem weird. She looked at me like I was crazy.
"And you didn't think to tell me!" She said screaming. She cares about me not telling her but not the fact that I actually am pregnant. Izzy is amazing.
"Izzy….I have a doctor's appointment today, do you wanna come?" I asked her quietly.
"I'm coming too," Jace said putting his hands on my huge ass baby bump under my hoodie. I was wearing a bunch of loose clothing so no one would notice; my mom didn't know yet, hell she didn't even know I had sex yet. I mentally decided I would tell her when I went home….if I went home (wink!)
"Of course I would love to see my niece or nephew in there!" she exclaimed putting her hand on my stomach. I stood up and took Jace's hand and dragged him out of the institute.
"What?" he asked when I opened the passenger side door of my car; I ignored him and threw my keys to him, he caught them of course.
He got into the seat and started the engine.
"We are going to tell my mom and together, she needs to know." I said taking my hoodie and throwing it in the back. You could clearly tell I was pregnant now. Jace was smiling and looking at my big swollen stomach. I looked about 7 months; my guess was I was pregnant with way more than one.
"Do you have any idea why the baby is growing so fast?" he asked carefully choosing his words. They still hurt me though.
"I'm so fat!" I screamed, tears welling up in my eyes. He looked at me lovingly. I started to cry heavily. He put his hand on mine and intertwined our fingers. I calmed down fast after that. I was fine by the time we were at my house.
"I'm sorry, you're not too big, you're perfect," he said looking at me with a smile.
I walked into my house and my mom looked at my stomach with huge eyes.
"Clary, oh my god," she said still staring I wrapped my arms around it trying to hide it from her view. She put her hands on her hips and waited.
"Mom I'm pregnant with Jace's baby." I said taking a deep breath. I was surprised when my mom smiled at me, actually smiled! I was doubly surprised when I felt a kick at the bottom of my stomach. I smiled widely and brought Jace's huge hand to the same spot the baby kicked me there and I felt 3 kicks in different places at the same time. I started to giggle when Jace lifted up my shirt and kissed my belly. He started to talk to 'them' and tell them how much he loved them already. My mom walked up to me and hugged me being careful of my baby belly and Jace.
"I was waiting for this to happen, sweetie I'm not mad!" she said excitedly to me and Jace. I was stuck standing there in shock. She hugged me and shooed us off to check on her grandchildren. We drove to the hospital quickly.
I walked in and waited in the waiting area trying not to smile, it wasn't working. Isabelle was already there.
"Clary Fray," a lady called me and Jace walked in hand in hand. When I walked in I saw my doctor, Dr. Jane.
"Hi Clary, is this Jace!" she said shaking his hand. Dr. Jane was my gynecologist too. She hurriedly sat me down on the bed and told me to lift up my shirt like last time. I tucked it under my now huge, very sore breasts, and pushed down my maternity jeans.
She put the gel on my belly and moved the transducer around my stomach, she found the baby fast.
"Oh my god, Clary you're gonna be a mom of four! You're due in July, summer babies!" she said smiling widely. I kept blinking and opening and closing my mouth.
"Really, I'm pregnant with four?" I looked at Jace and he was smiling at me. She nodded and left after telling us the babies were healthy and Isabelle followed.
"Jace, how are we going to handle four newborns, I'm only 17 and your only 19," I said starting to panic. Jace held me to him and rested his head on my shoulder. He was rubbing my back slowly and I arched myself into him. He pushed his lip against mine and I moaned. He started to squeeze my breasts and I groaned in pain, Jace noticed the pain.
"What's wrong?" he asked keeping his hand on my breast.
"Nothing I was enjoying it, my boobs hurt soo much though!" I said pressing my lips back to his. He pulled me off of him and looked at my puppy dog face and he stifled a laugh. I was pregnant, hormonal, and horny and he had the audacity to laugh at me!
I got up and started to speed walk away. I remembered that he had my car keys and waited by my car. Jace was running after me the whole time; when he was inches from the car I turned away from his direction. He cornered me and lifted me up bridal style and put me in the passenger's seat.
"What did I do this time?" he asked like I just shot him. I felt guilty now.
"You laughed at me," I said sobbing. He put his head in his hands and started to tug at his hair.
He walked back over to my seat and let me cry on his shoulder. After I calmed down he walked back to the driver's seat. He drove straight to the institute and said absolutely nothing. He took me out of the car bridal style and set me on the couch in the living room. He went upstairs and came downstairs with a hand behind his back and he got on one knee.
"Clarissa Fairchild, I fell in love with you the moment I saw you and I would love to be the one you open your eyes to every morning, and the one who you come home to every day. Will you do the honor of becoming my wife?" he said while opening the top of the velvet box behind his back and bringing it forward so I could see the huge crisscross diamond ring. I was speechless; Jace just proposed and sounded really romantic.
"Yes," I whispered cupping his face in my hands. He slid the ring on my left ring finger and kissed me fiercely. He started to grope my breasts and I hissed in pain again. He looked at me sincerely and kissed me again. He lifted up my shirt and kissed my belly four times in different places. He sat back on the couch and lifted me onto his lap. He rubbed my belly while I rested my head in the crook of his neck. He took my bra off next and softly rubbed his thumb over my nipples, it still hurt like a bitch though.
"Stop," I said pushing him away. I put my shirt on without my bra and went to his room in the institute. Jace followed. He pinned me to the wall and asked me what was wrong.
"Jace, my boobs hurt and you keep touching them!" I sniffled. He sat me down on the bed and took my shirt off again. This time he cradled my breasts in his hands like he was weighing them. I looked down; my boobs were like twice as big as they were this morning.
He started to circle my pert nipple with his tongue, my nipples were bigger. I moaned loudly, I was a lot more sensitive too. He kissed me passionately and I started to lift his shirt over his head. I threw it to the side and he stripped me quickly. I unbuckled his belt and flung it away and added his pants to the large clothes pile in the corner. He wasn't wearing anything underneath…..
I took his dick in my hand and started to stroke it painfully slow. He growled under his breath and pressed into my hand. I circled my tongue around his head and licked the pre-cum. He held onto my hair with his hand and I took him in my mouth. He pushed my head forward and I bobbed my head with his lead. We continued this until he shuddered out his release.
He trailed kissed from my stomach to my aching center. He rubbed his thumb around my clit, I moaned out loud and he cupped my face and kissed me without holding anything back. His mouth went to my breasts and he sucked them hard. I felt nothing but pleasure as he squeezed the other one. It felt weird as he sucked my nipples, in a good way though.
He pounded into me without warning and I screamed out in pleasure, he kept up his fast pace.
"Jace….please…..harder," I screamed out in between thrusts. He complied with my request immediately and I met each of his thrusts. He had one hand over my swollen belly and his other one holding my hip. I screamed out my release while he still pounded into me relentlessly, he followed soon after. He pulled out of me and I groaned at the loss, he lay down next to me rubbing my belly while I tried to control my breathing.
"Jace, maybe we shouldn't raise the babies," I said being careful. He looked at me in shock and brought me to his chest.
"No Clary, your mother had you when she was 18 and even that is old for shadowhunters, we are keeping these babies!" he said putting his head on my belly.
"I'm sorry, I'm scared." I said while tears welled up in my eyes. "What if you don't want me when I'm huge?" I asked staring at him straight in the eyes.
"I'll always want you Clary, don't doubt that," Jace whispered in my ear. I relaxed into the bed and subconsciously rubbed my stomach. "But I'm huge and fat, and I can't fit into any of my normal clothes, and that means I have to shop, I hate shopping!" I said crying.
"It's not you, it's the babies growing, I love seeing your belly swollen with my children," he said kissing my forehead. I yawned and snuggled into the crook of his shoulder. He put a blanket over me. He and I fell asleep quickly.
When I woke up I sat up and quickly regretted it when I saw Maryse.
"What are you doing here?" she asked standing in the doorway.
"Umm, me and Jace came here and fell asleep," I said nervously. I tightly held the blankets around my naked form; you could tell I was pregnant through the thin material. Her eyes widened and she looked disappointed for some reason.
"You're pregnant with Jace's child," she stated for conformation. I nodded.
"I'm pregnant with Jace's children," I corrected. Her eyes got a little wider if that was possible. "I'm pregnant with four," I clarified.
"Well, I can't say I'm not surprised that Jace has already had sex with you," she said smiling at me. I felt the babies give me a kick as if for comfort. It actually kind of hurt so I made a huge gasp. Maryse walked over and put her hand on my belly and started to rub in circles.
"Isabelle kicked me excessively when I was pregnant, she was very jumpy," she said smiling at my belly. She put her cheek to my belly and she got a good kick on the jaw.
"I'll be downstairs, you should eat something," she said walking away with sad eyes. I felt bad for her, she probably missed Max. I started to cry…damn hormones! I must have woken Jace up with my loud sobs because he started to rub my back.
"What's wrong?" he asked still rubbing my back. I started to breathe calmly until I wasn't crying anymore.
"Nothing, it's just my hormones," I sighed rubbing my belly where the babies kicked. I put his hand on my belly and he started to rub in circles. I lay back down and he continued rubbing.
"Jace, I'm hungry, I'm gonna go make breakfast," I said sitting up again. I went to his closet and saw a pile of clothes. Isabelle must have bought them for me. I put on maternity jeans and a bright neon yellow shirt. I went downstairs and started to make pancakes and bacon. Isabelle came down to the table still in her pajamas.
"Yay, you're making edible food," she said laughing slightly. Alec came down next and I wasn't surprised when he came downstairs with Magnus, they were inseparable lately. They were both staring at my belly.
"What! I'm pregnant stop staring," I yelled annoyed. I was chock full of emotions and was extremely hormonal, sue me!
Isabelle was laughing the whole time. I started to laugh with her.
"Sorry guys, I'm sort of a bitch with the hormones and stuff," I said turning to Alec and Magnus. Alec shrugged and sat down to eat. Jace snuck up behind me and folded his hands on my belly and his head on my shoulder. I jumped a little.
"Hey, any morning sickness?" he asked whispering in my ears. I leaned into his embrace and relaxed.
"No, and for that I am grateful," I said kissing his cheek.
"Maybe we should go out today, get some fresh air," he said turning me around. I gave him a huge grin.
"I have an idea, why don't we go baby shopping!" I said happily.
"I am totally coming with," Isabelle said putting her plate in the sink.
"We have to get gender neutral stuff though and we need cribs, bottles, and definitely a breast pump, I am not nursing four children,"
"Totally, we should have the nursery in the institute, unless you and Jace are going to move into an apartment or something," Isabelle replied.
"Jace, I didn't even think about where the nursery is going to be, where do you think it should be?" I asked turning to him.
"I don't really know; are you moving into the institute?" He asked staring at me. I shrugged, I had no idea.
"God, I don't want all this stress over the babies!" I screamed. This was so frustrating.
"I don't want to think about this right now okay, maybe I will move in but I don't know. Would you move into a house because I don't think we should raise our kids in the institute," I said staring at him. He looked as stressed as I felt.
"Why don't you want to raise kids in the institute it is protected against demons isn't it," He said getting a little angry at me. I started to cry and I sank down to the floor. Jace looked so mad. He walked away and I heard the elevator clank. He left me. Isabelle was comforting me. I went to the couch and lay down. Maryse saw me crying. She sat next to my head on the couch.
"Clary, are you okay, what happened?" she asked stroking my hair.
"Jace left, he hates me now!" I cried. I was rubbing my belly, maybe the baby would calm me down. I felt a huge kick that actually hurt.
"He'll come back, I know he loves you. You have to calm down stress isn't good for the babies okay," she said I rested my head on her lap and I fell asleep.
I woke with Jace rubbing my stomach and watching me. I sat up and kissed him hard putting all my emotion into the kiss.
"I love you Jace; I'm so sorry," I cried lying down on his chest, he stroked my hair and calmed me down.
"It's okay, I was just mad at myself for making you cry, I love you, all five of you," he said kissing my belly. He got up and lifted me up bridal style. He walked to his room. Everything in the room was still tidy.
"It's already midnight lets go to sleep," He said lifting his shirt off. He stripped down and was only wearing boxers. He pulled my shirt off and I took my pants off.
I lay down in his bed and cuddled to him. His hand was always on my belly for some reason.
"I love you Clary," he said, he bent his head down to kiss my belly. "I love our little guys too," I smiled at him.
"I love you too Jace," I said kissing him. He pulled me to his chest and I fell into a dreamless sleep.