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hi all,

i was watching the previews of next weeks episode on yahoo7 when i thought of writing this story. i know it's short and that but i just thought that i would write it to see what you think.

i know it says that it's complete, but ifyou guys inspire me enough, i might make it into a story.

xx reviews are definitelly welcome :P xx

anyhow, lets get onto the story after this ever so long authors note. :P

Dear diary,

There I was, just helping a patient when I ask Steve to take a look at her. She had burns all over her right shoulder from and accident at breakfast including a kettle and boiling water. Steve becomes very friendly with her, not like he was in a relationship with her or anything, but as though they were good friends. He shut the curtain in front of me and asked me to go and get the morphine.

Later in the day I am walking past the hospital cafeteria when I see Steve sitting there talking to her. He seems to be consoling her and giving her the doctor to patient, think positive talk.

I don't know what happened, but I suddenly imagined myself sitting where she was, and having Steve consoling me, telling me everything would be okay. Nothing is really wrong, well, except for the fact that jack is living with me and that I have no idea how I felt towards either of them. Jack is a great friend and has been there for me through a lot, but my feelings towards him are more, well, as though he was my younger brother.

Steve on the other hand, I don't know. The way he has treated me in the past, should make me just want to bash the crap out of him and tell him to go to hell, but funnily enough I don't feel that way. I know how hard he has tried to stay off the booze and I am grateful to him for it.

I hate this! Life is too confusing. Oh well I really have no idea what to do. Should I try to make amends with Steve? Or should I just ignore all of this? I have given him plenty of chances in the past and all of these he has screwed up with either alcohol or another girl, but now, well it feels different. I know how hard he is trying to get his life back on track.

I know you are just a book with blank pages, but I feel that you are the only thing that I can talk to now days.

Yourself,

Gabrielle Jaeger.