"The System Crash of Nagato Yuki".
Inspired on the Suzumiya Haruhi light novels.
Disclaimer: I do not own the Suzumiya Haruhi trademark or copyrighted works. This work is purely fan-made.
Prologue.
In the 4th novel of Suzumiya Haruhi, Nagato Yuki suffers a system crash. She "goes astray". This poem can explain what was going on inside Yuki's mind when that happened.
[Cover]
"Private".
by Nagato Yuki.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENT AND ACCEPTANCE OF TERMS.
Please abstain from reading this work until I explicitly approve it.
Failure to comply will result in my immediate and irrevocable resignation from the SOS brigade.
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"Private".
by Nagato Yuki.
Infecting my system
high entropy seen,
perhaps it's encrypted
and I lack the key.
Helpless to stop it
I can only observe
how noise keeps intruding
my wishes, myself.
I try to locate
the source, I need help.
The source is myself?
[Check is not OK.]
The code's now infected,
I can't find a cure.
There's only one constant,
the thought: "I want you".
Was I made defective?
Confused, I stand.
Is it human nature?
[The system has crashed.]
This is unexpected,
did not go as planned.
Traceback requested,
[The system has crashed.]
If I try to acquire it,
vanish it will;
If I remain silent,
away it will drift.
[Request: Abort mission]
Message not sent.
I had made a promise,
is this called pain?
I want to speak out,
But fears made me weak.
I want to shut up,
but then I feel sick.
The code's now infected,
I can't find a cure.
There's only one constant,
the thought: "I want you".
Was I made defective?
Confused, I stand.
Is it human nature?
[The system has crashed.]