Ok so Roxas and Axel both have Diaries and they are documenting the big changes that are happening in their lives. In each chapter I'm going to try and have 2 entries for each guy, I'll update and add chapters every couple days please review!

Roxas POV 6-19-10:

I've never been the type to share my secrets. Even something small. The first person I really opened up to was Axel but, he had his own messed problems to untangle. Xion was nice enough but, she was too much like me when I needed her, she was trying to figure out who she was. That didn't help me at all. I meet Namine she was amazing, but something was missing. As things went on the messed up complex of Kiari, Namine, Sora and I was explained. I knew who or what I was. Half of a whole. I was Roxas Sora's nobody, In love with Namine, who was half of Kiari, Who was in love with Sora. See how that works out? I notice something different when I look at Kiari and Namine, I can tell they share everything with each other. Sora and I are nothing like that. We are almost polar opposites, Its hard to believe we're even the same person. Over time I've begun to crave the friendship Kiari and Namine share. Living in the sad little world I have been living in has finally gotten to me. Now I've made a list of things to help me get out of the hole I've been pulled into:

I need to break up with Namine and find someone a little more my type (which I recently discovered is male)

Sora annoys me to death I must find a way to get away from him.

Move to twilight town.(see 2)

Catch up with Xion and Axel. (I ditched them and I think they deserve an apology)

Get away from kiari!

Axels POV 6-19-10:

My adorable roommate Xion is acting bitchy. Ok its kind of my fault for shrinking all her clothes in the dryer but I honestly did not know they where in there! If only Roxas where here he'd be on my side for these kind of dramas. Oh I remember the wonderful days back at the organization when we would fight heartless, and eat seasalt ice cream. I miss those days so much…OH ONE MINUTE, I need to go deal with Xion before she bites my head off….

Roxas POV 6-20-10:

Well I did it! I crossed four things off my list in one foul swoop! Ok this is what happened:

I walked up to Namine and told her "I'm sorry for leading you on for so long but this relationship is not going to go anywhere because… I'm gay"

Then she teared up saying something like, "I support you Roxas, I love you but I see its over now…"

Then I was like "yeah it is, and I' thinking of moving to twilight town I need to get away."

Namine cryed a little more I hug her then kissed her on the cheek.

She says, "I'll miss you" Bla,bla now on to the interesting part.

I explain to Sora that I'm moving to twilight town he's like, "cool, good for you, once you get a place I'll come and visit". Then Namine told Kiari And more bla bla I'll miss you bla bla. OK now on to the good part when packing my things I found an old picture of Axel and I forgot how hot he is… Hopefully he's interested? I really don't know how these things work I've only been in one relationship before! I need to go pack and think things over, and I'm moving tomorrow!

Axel POV 6-20-10:

Wow is it boring here my cute roommate is never here since she got her new job at the clothing store around the corner. I need entertainment! Hopefully someone hot? I wonder what happened to Roxas, I'm starting to really miss him.