Title: My Eternal Mate
Author: Emily Anderson
Rating: R
Anime: s-CRY-ed
Brief Summary: Each life keeps repeating over and over, tracing back to the original path it began. Warnings: Shounen-ai sort of, KazumaxRyuhou; Character Death.
Disclaimers: Not mine. Never have been. Never will be.
A/N: This fic was originally inspired from the song Numb by Linkin Park for some reason... then I started to get inspiration shortly after listening to Even in Death by Evanescence. Yeah. So, now you know why it's so screwed up.
One year ago, his ribbons bound me, the ribbons that tied me to his fate. As I realized these words, they echoed over and over in my mind, haunting my sanity. Over and over again his lips traced the motions of my name, but I never heard them. Each time I became colder to the lingering vibrations and sounds that echoed through the days.
The funny thing is that I don't know why or how I got to this point. The point where I now stood above his body, staring down at that lifeless body, the bloodied knife gripped tightly in my hand. For once I felt a strange tingle of feeling through my senses.
A strange smile twisted on my face as I knelt to his side, petting his beautiful face. The blood on my hands coaxed his pale skin, giving them a delicate colour. The rose red looked glorious on his drained features.
"Now you will always be mine and only mine, my beautiful Ryuhou," I told him. My voice shook slightly in the obsession of him. He was mine. Only mine. No one could look on my angel ever again. I could keep him locked away from the world forever this way.
What brought me to this point? I suppose some could say it was jealousy of another trying to impose on our world. What I think it was, though, was the simple fact that he was most beautiful when he couldn't protest.
Simple as that. He could not bite back against my aggressions. Never again could he tell me no. It was always the way I wanted it. I now have his body, what I craved all along.
Now I knew I could die peacefully and never have a regret that he had died after me. The realization that I could not live without the fight quickly washed over my being. That was okay, though. We could be one again. We would be one again.
I would follow him even in the next life. Continuing this path over and over again. We were soul mates, tied together by blood.
"My Ryuhou. Your blood will be mine as mine will be yours again soon enough," I informed him as I dug the blade deep into my chest.
Once again we were brought back to that moment where my thirst had began for your blood so many lives back. You had betrayed me then as you had now, but still... even with that, I just wanted you to silence yourself and do what I wanted.
Over and over again I cut these ribbons you bound me in and over and over again you tied me back to yourself. I hate you so much that I love you.
Watching him as I died was exactly what I'd always wanted to do and so dearly hoped to do as such when our paths crossed once again. My hand reached out to touch him one last time as my final breath escaped from my lips.
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A/N: So, I had meant this to be so much longer, but... I figured this was okay short like this. Oo; Don't ask me, okay? I have no clue from where this came, actually. I blame the music like my first A/N.