"Caleb," I hear her say

"give me the backpack."

"What?" He says back in his childish voice. I turn the corner and see 4 guards about to shoot the sibling pair, i will have to move as fast as i can to save from the guards. I jump from behind the wall and shoot them without hesitation. I run towards Tris and Caleb and see the shock on their face, to see me, they must have been expecting guards, its a shame i'm not the person they were expecting. "Caleb," i say, "give me the backpack."

"Nita?" Tris' voice sounds surprised and annoyed. I can tell she doesn't trust me with this mission, but she has to deal with that.

"What are you doing? We don't have time for this, we have to hurry before someone can stop us!" The panic in her voice shows plainly on her face.

"Im here to take over and finish the job your way, Matthew has already kindly explained everything to me, I need to change into the hazard suit, make sure no guards try to shoot me while please." I sound determined, its funny, numbness can do that to a person.

I don't remember being this suicidal, but recently the memories have been to much to bear, more than I thought was possible, of Aziah's long brown braid swinging in the sunlight and her happy face and we smiled, despite our surroundings, then the gun shots and the look of panic on my sisters face, as the red spread on her little summer dress and as I run towards her and call for help, she falls in my arms and i know its too late. The only thing know is to move her and calm her, i carry her tiny body to a alley and talk to her of the happy times before our restrictions. 'But J it hurts, so much' her brown eyes identical to mine, going glassy and finally roll into the back of her head. A wave of pain roles through my body, and thats usually how I wake up every morning, screaming her name.

I slide the suit over my clothes and hope that will be enough to make it to the serum.

"You two get out of here now! And get to Matthew to get inoculated and hide, ill do my best!" I shove Tris and Caleb to leave and start to run when tris calls me,

"Thank you Nita" and shes gone.

I run down the hallways fast as my weak body will allow and take the explosives out of the bag at the same time. There are guards but i shoot them both in the leg before they can stop me. I slide into the broken hallway door And stick the explosives on the door then run back to the end of the hallway with the detonator. I quickly press the detonator and shield my ears.

The noise is just like before, with the walls we explode and it rattles my bones.

I can hear more guards coming to get me now, i have to hurry. Just as i get up to run through the exploded doors i feel a sharp pain to the side of my arm and see the dark red spreading slowly over my hazardous suite. Well that didn't last long.

Through the blasted doors is a small vestibule with a set of sealed, lockless doors at the end. Through the windows in those doors i see the weapons lab, the even rows of machinery and dark devices and serum vials, lit from the beneath like they are on display. I hear a spraying noise and no i wont have long now, no time to think.

I know i wont survive this and it doesn't scare me because I have Aziah's bright smile to lead the way in my mind. No, no time to be frightened. No need to be frightened.

I step into the vestibule.