Hello my dearies!

This one is for my more darker mind.

It's rated M cause of later chapters and maybe some triggers.

Hope you enjoy

If there was one thing I regretted in my life it was not telling the person of my dreams how I felt. Now I have to watch her meet suitor after suitor and all I can do is keep a straight face as I guard her life.

We grew up together until I was about 10. I was sent to train with sword masters all over the world and she had to start classes on royal things. There was about four year's difference between us.

She doesn't remember me…but I remember her. All my life I have worked to protect her.

For 15 years I trained so I could protect her.

Here I am now trying hard for my heart not to break.

With every shake of the hand my patience waned.

For every kiss on the hand my heart died.

With every man…I became unfeeling.

As the last one left I looked to the side at the beautiful Queen of Arendalle. She sighed and slumped a little in her seat as she placed a hand to her forehead.

"Everything alright my Queen?" I asked and she just lifted a hand in a motion I was familiar with as her saying 'give me a second'. I looked over to the other guards and house maids. With a nod from me they all left and I let my shoulders slump for a moment. I hated seeing her so drained.

"My Queen if I may," I started as I made my way in front of her.

"Why not take a day off?" I asked kneeling onto one knee. She sighed and looked to me sleepily.

"I cannot just take a day off from running a kingdom," she explains lazily waving her hand in the air. I watched her stifle a yawn.

Cute, just like a kitten.

"The kingdom will not perish if the queen takes a day to herself," I smiled kindly. She looked to me as if I had no idea what I was talking about.

"I understand a monarch's job is taxing, but that is why they have council men," I said standing.

"The Queen's word is law is it not?" I asked and she sat up looking at me questioningly.

"And if the Queen wishes to take a day to do as she likes then she is allowed, is she not? Your word is law after all," I said and waved a hand out to the empty throne room. She looked around as if just noticing that we were the only ones here.

"If I can make a room empty with just a nod…then what can the queen's word say to her kingdom?" I said with my half smile. Forgetting for the moment that I was supposed to be her personal guard, I sat down on the empty king throne as her long termed friend.

The hilt of my sword pressed into my side and I wished I had foregone my plated chest guard for a simple leather tunic. She looked to me as she searched my eyes and thought over my words. She looked like she hadn't slept in a few days…and she hasn't. I had to use the door that connected our rooms for the last week to calm her from night terrors.

The first night she was embarrassed to be seen in such a vulnerable state. I had calmed her down and promised over my father's grave I would not hold it against her. With a sigh she nodded. I stood and held out a hand to her. She hesitantly took it and I pulled her up.

"I will take you to your room my Queen, then let the staff know not to disturb you," I said as I lead her down the throne stairs.

"What about today's meetings?" She asked as she clung to my arm.

"I will talk to the council as well. Do not worry my queen, I will take good care of you," I said stroking a hand over hers on my elbow. We walked to her room in silence. I had to assure her that I would take care of her meetings and then proceeded to make her dress into her sleep wear behind her divider and get into bed before leaving to go do my job.

Imma leave it here for now just to see how it does oki?

X3