Chapter 1
I didn't know what to do or even what to think, my life it's well complicated. There was Edward who I had now learned to hate because he left me, with no warning, he just got up and left with his family. There were my normal friends from school who I felt that I didn't relate to anymore; all I thought about was about vampires and mythical creatures that in their world didn't exist. Finally there was him, his gorgeous smile just took all the pain away, Jacob, my best friend.
Every time I was with Jake I didn't feel bad, sad, or even hate. I didn't need to think about Edward with Jake, somehow he always made things better. Now that I think about it I don't think it would have been good being with Edward and being friends with Jake, considering Jake was a werewolf and Edward was a vampire. They were enemies, not because they hated each other but because the legend says they have always been enemies. I really enjoyed hanging out with Jake he always made me feel better.
"Hey there beautiful"
"Hey Jake, so what are we doing today?"
"Well I was thinking we could watch a movie at my house"
"Yea that sounds great!"
I didn't understand why I always got so excited when I hung out with Jake, we did simple things but I always looked forward to being with him, and Charlie was as happy as me, he loved Jake.
"Hey Bella can I ask you something?" he said as we walked in his house
"Sure Jake what's up?"
"Well I know that you haven't been with anyone but Edward and I was just…"
"Just what Jake"
He bit his lip "I was just wondering how far did you guys go?" he looked down
I wasn't sure why he was asking but I was glad what my answer was
"Well Jake if you're asking if we had sex we didn't. "
His face turned a little red "oh"
"Haha geez Jake it's not that serious" I slapped his arm playfully.
He smiled and put his arm around me.
We got to his house just as it was beginning to rain, good thing.
"So what movie are we watching Jake?"
He thought for a second "how about Jurassic park?"
"Sure Jake sounds good"
"Ok"
He put the DVD in the player and sat on the couch next to me. One thing I had noticed about Jake is that he liked to be close to you, and usually was. He put his arm around my shoulder, he never did that, I looked at him from the corner of my eye only to see him smiling and looking at the screen. I guess it didn't matter, it was Jake, and so I put my head on his shoulder. I did my best to watch the movie but I couldn't help think of Jake, I had not paid much attention to him but his dark skin, his smile, the way he made me laugh, all of it was just mesmerizing. Bella what are you thinking, this is Jake your best friend who helped you out when you were broken. I don't think it's healthy to think about your best friend like this, right? Concentrate Bella, watch the movie. I couldn't stop thinking about him, why am I thinking about him so much? This cannot be good.
"Bella"
"Huh? Oh what Jake"
"The movies over, are you ok?"
The movie was over what when did it end?!?!
"Oh right yea it's done"
"What's wrong?"
I made the mistake of looking it his beautiful eyes and I couldn't say anything, he smiled.
"I'm fine" that was all I could say, I had to look away
"Bella you always say your fine"
"That's because I am "
"Sure, sure"
"Well I should head home don't want Charlie to worry"
"Ok, Bella are you sure your fine?"
"Yea I'm fine"
He walked me my truck and just before I got in as we were saying good bye I had the urge to kiss him, what would it be like? I bit my lip and made a decision.
"Bye Jake"
"Bye Bella"
Just before I got in I gave him a quick kiss on the lips and quickly got in before anything would happen and I hit the accelerator making the truck start fast. All I saw was jakes shocked expression in the rear view mirror.