Patch it up
Patch up Lie
By: Kitty/Shino Tenshi


I was an orphan ever since I was small.
wandering trough a harsh world.

I carefully made a laughing face. Automatic as a way of dealing with the pain.

Oh losing things and time.

The time I lead my friends.

The time I was alone.

I wasn't afraid of anything.

I fought, I destroyed....... I've killed myself many times into this abyss of nothing.

My mind is just un-used space in it. I wanna have memories. Good AND bad. So I at least can have
something to remember. Something to look back to.

Instead I have none. Except for empty meaningless experiences of Death.

I Shinigami...
I have killed so many,
In my short time in this Earth.

What can I say.
I am just a kid. I still have a life to live.

But I'm not sure if I can take this anymore.
My empty mind.
I've met these..... PEOPLE. Even in a short time.
We've grown close.

Especially Heero Yuy and I.
I didnt think I'd grow this close to him.
However, neither did he.......
[Friends; Best friends......... lovers........]

I didn't expect either......
That I'd grow to love him.
And again neither did he......

I hope we never loose each other........
No...... Not loose him...........