Alright, where to begin. This is my very first Twific. I have juggled with several concepts, some of which I will be sure to write later on but after I came up with this one I knew that it had to be my first. I am a huge fan of the all-human fics because of the different directions you can take the story but I have a few story ideas involving the vampires as well.

For those of you reading my Covenant fanfic "Untamable" I am still writing that story and will continue to do so but this will give me the chance to alternate between the two so that if I ever by chance have a writer's block (knock on wood) I can just switch stories for the day. It's my twisted logic. I'm very random and at times I don't make a lot of sense so if you've followed this and understood everything then I've got mad respect for you. Lol

To any and all readers, new and old: I hope you enjoy this story and if so please review and let me know so I know that I'm doing something right. If you have any questions don't be afraid to ask, it may take me a minute to get back to you but I'll try my best to remain consistent with everything.

Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Twilight… but I'm sure you already knew that.


Prologue

Edward

"I'm sorry but I just can't do this anymore." She forced out in a broken voice and her eyes held a sadness I had hoped to never see. Those beautiful chocolate brown eyes that I loved so much. All I wanted to do was hold her close and make that pain go away but her words had me paralyzed.

"What do you mean?" I asked; the robotic tone of my voice was foreign to my own ears. She shook her head lightly and I could feel my heart beat violently against my chest.

"This… us, it's just not working anymore," Tears flooded her eyes and fell mercilessly down her cheeks. "I can't keep playing this game with you."

"What game?" The question sounded stupid to my own ears as I asked it. I had a pretty good guess as to what she was referring to but I couldn't accept what was happening.

"You know damn well what I'm talking about," She shouted causing me to flinch. "I can't keep living this lie. Edward do you know that Mike asked me out three times this week and every single time I just had to say no I can't, not no I can't cause I already have a boyfriend and honestly I can't even be mad at him because he doesn't know that. Nobody does."

"W-we'll tell them when the times right." I said for the hundredth time, knowing it didn't have the same effect it had the first time I'd said it.

"You've said that before." She said through her teeth.

"I know, but I mean it, we'll tell them just please don't do this Bella I love you." I was nearly in tears and I knew it but I didn't care. I was about to lose the one person who meant the most to me all because I couldn't give her what she wanted. I wasn't ready.

"And I love you, that's why this hearts so much." A choked sob escaped her lips and out of instinct I moved forward to comfort her only this time she had stepped out of my reach and that hurt like hell.

"I can't lose you." I told her hoping like hell that she would just let it go and give me a little more time to figure out how I was going to handle everything.

She looked thoughtful for a moment before looking into my eyes with a hopeful expression. "Then do one thing for me?"

"Anything." And I just like that I knew that I'd made yet another huge mistake. The first being me ever causing her pain in the first place, by letting everything get so out of hand.

"Tell them." Her voice was leveled as if she already knew that She asked me to the one thing she new I wouldn't do.

"Bella… I."

"I know," She chuckled humorously. "You won't or can't or whatever."

"Wait!" I shouted as she turned to leave.

She stopped and turned to look at me, her face void of all emotion. "That's the problem Edward. I've been waiting for you to get over the fact that you're embarrassed to be seen with me. Waiting for you to admit to the rest of the world that we're together and I'm sick of it. I've had to sit back and watch girls flirt with you at school and pretend that everything was fine cause if I were to say something they would all be suspicious. I've had to lie to Alice, my best friend, your sister and keep up this act like we don't even know each other. I mean hell, how long can we even keep this up huh, til college or are we going to have to pretend there as well?"

"Don't do this." I pleaded shamelessly

"It's already done." She whispered as she kissed me softly. It was her silent form of goodbye and just like that she turned and disappeared into the woods surrounding the meadow. Our meadow. I knew that if I'd had any real sense I would had run after her, begged for her forgiveness and said to hell with my fears, not giving a damn what people thought of me but like every other time before I couldn't. I was weak and that weakness had cost me the love of my life.

My angel.

My Bella.

Life sucks.


O.k. Thank you for reading. I hope you enjoyed it and I'm already at work on the first chapter which takes place a couple of years later and is in Bella's P.O.V so I should hopefully have that up soon. For anyone reading "Untamable" I should have the next chapter titled "Creep" up soon as well so be on the look out for that.

Much Luv

Daba91