"I can't believe it!" cried Buffy, "I can't believe he's gone!"
"I know sweetie, I know," said Willow
"I feel like I can't breathe Willow. I can't breathe." Buffy cried as she laid her head in Willow's lap. Willow stroked her hair. Xander stood at the door. The last time this had happened, was when Angel had dumped her and moved to L.A.
"I can't watch this." Said Dawn as she ran out of the room.
"Dawnie," said Xander as he walked into her room, "I know it's hard."
"What was it like for you?" said Dawn as Xander sat on her bed, and she put her head in his lap, "What was it like for you when Anya died?"
Xander looked sadly at Dawn as she started sobbing.
"It felt kind of like this." Said Xander as he held her.
IN BUFFY'S ROOM
Buffy lied there sobbing. She heard a voice in her head, singing, "You'll get along, the pain you feel you only can heal by living. You have to go on living. So one of us is living." She remembered Spike sang that when they were dealing with that singing demon. Oh god, how she missed him. Why didn't he believe her when she said she loved him?