The party is fun but I can't find Marissa. I'm worried about her she usually is really drunk by now and I don't want anything to happen to her. I walk outside to see her looking up at the sky. I walk over and sit next to her.
Ryan: You ok?
She jumps and looks at me.
Marissa: Oh shit ry you scared me.
Ryan: Sorry
I smile at her.
Marissa: I want to get out of here. I feel like I don't belong here.
Ryan: Ya I know
I sigh and she stands up.
Marissa: I think I'm going to go home, it's getting late.
I nod
Ryan: I'll walk you
She smiles and we start walking towards her house.
We stopped in front of her house and she looks at me. She looks so beautiful...I can't help but start to lean in. She leans in too and our lips meet.
That was over a year ago, before she left and broke my heart. Marissa is the only girl I've ever given my heart to. She's the only girl I've ever loved. She made me happy, but now I'm here at my brother's funeral. I would do anything to go back to that night and be happy again.