Summary: Aaron Jameson Brewer was just born. Martin and Sandy were finally acting normal around each other. And even some feelings might have been harboring. But what happens when Something suddenly happens to Sandy and Martin is left raising their son. He moves back to Glen Oak. But what happens when he runs into someone from his past on the way to see his aunt in new York? How will his son and the people back home that he loves lives be effected when he makes a major decison in their life? And Will Martin ever get his happily ever after, after all? Or will he just want to focus on his son for now and put his own happiness aside?

Chapter 1: Martin's New Life

Right now Martin Brewer was thinking Six months back when he just met his son the day he was born. When he was actually talking to Sandy or at least trying. Now Six months later here's his son. Needing him there. Having him to depend on. But right now all Martin was feeling was guilt. He just thought of how horrible he treated Sandy. How he could have been there before the day Aaron was born. All he needed to do was to deal with what he had done and accept it. But now he knew he could never take it back. No matter what she told him in the hospital when Aaron was born. He could never really apoligize for it now. He was sitting in his home now back in Glen Oak just thinking about everything that's happened in the last year. But right now the only day he could think about was the day that Sandy was killed. While she was taking a final Martin took Aaron for the night so she could study and get a good night sleep. But the next day on the way from her college to his apartment there was a truck and two other SUV's that slammed right into her car sending it flipping over five times and landing in a river near by. Many people tried to help her but couldn't save her once they got her to the hospital. By the time they got there she was dead. Simon was the one to first tell him the news. He wasn't sure how to feel. After spending those two months with her caring for their son...together. He realized maybe there was something he could feel for her. But then it was too late to admit it. So he did what he felt was right. He returned to Glen Oak to live with his father. He gave up the college scholarship and all his baseball dreams so that his son would at least have one parent in his life. But right now all he wishes he could do is go back and change the way he acted towards Sandy. Just apoligize for being such an insensative jerk. His son was now six months old and even though he had help from his father and of course the Camdens he felt like he needed to do something himself with his son. Well he's not sure what yet but he'll figure out soon. But right now he has to go to Lucy and Kevin's to pick him up.

He rang the doorbell and stepped back a bit. A little two year old came running to the door after it was opened by her mother.

"Hey Luce. Hi, Savannah." Martin said to both of them. "So how's Aaron?"

"Great. Come on in. He has been a perfect angel."

"Well wouldn't go that far." He joked

"You know, Martin, you've really done a great job with Aaron since Sandy's dealth and I think he'll be fine. I really admire you for everything you've done and everything you've given up for your son. Especially thinking of how you felt about having him a year ago."

"Yeah, I know. I feel horrible about that. How I never wanted this little boy." Martin said as he picked up Aaron. "But I think the worst part of it all is how I treated Sandy. That's just something I'll live with forever. Every time I even look at him."

"Martin, your only nineteen years old and you've done so much already. And I think giving up most of your life to take care of your son shows alot about you. And I know Sandy would be proud of who you are now. And how much you are protecting and loving her son. Your a good guy Martin, and even if that's carried with you forever at least you get something that you know is better than just feeling guilty all the time about Sandy."

"And what's that?" Martin questioned Lucy

"Your son. Just be proud of him and hey be proud of yourself."

"Thanks Lucy. I'll catch you later, okay?"

"Okay. Bye Martin. And Bye Aaron."

After Martin left Lucy's house he was thinking of someone who he would love to visit with his new son. His aunt in New York. She didn't even know about him. He hasn't seen her since last Christmas and at the time he wasn't sure he wanted to tell many about his situation if it could be avoided. He made the decision. He would go to New York. See his aunt and maybe try and stop and see Matt and Sarah. This would be basically some time alone with Aaron without his dad and the Camdens just asking if he needed help. Or telling him he looked so tired why don't they take him for the night so he could sleep. It's been four months doing this now. Four months since the women who he finally thought he might be able to have feelings for died. And when his entire life had changed over night. But now maybe he could break free for a week or two. Just relax and maybe Aaron and him could even have a little fun with his aunt. He went home and booked an airline flight to New York this Wednesday at 12 noon. After of course being paranoid and calling Lucy and making sure he could fly with Aaron. With him being only six months and all. That wednesday he would just leave and put all the guilt. All the anger. All the sadness behind him and just enjoy spending time with his son.