Got the song from Maybe I am Sick.
The song is "A Teenage Suicide" by Unwritten Law.
ONE-SHOT
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Time's rollin' forward
I'm gettin' bored
Layin' on my back
I'm loozin' track
The heat was terrible; near 104. There was nothing to do, just lay and watch T.V. That's what the other boys were doing --- but not Ponyboy.
Shifting patterns
And nothin' matters
Cause there's no one here
I've lost my fear
He was busy, locked inside the bathroom, loading and unloading the heater that he had stolen from Dally. A bluff? You'd think that it was, but it wasn't…it was loaded, well, being loaded.
Well I've got no place left to hide
I'm runnin' out of time
Moving slowly
The walls are closing
In on me
I can not see
"Stupid Kid!" The voices ranged in his head from the day before.
"You just cost us the championship!"
"Yeah, what the hell is your problem Grease!"
His so called, teammates, had yelled at him when he came in 2nd place, something that NEVER happened. True, they'd still go to the championships but they'd just have to work harder.
Pony sighed, as he thought and remembered.
Appearing fine, well
That's all a lie
Cause I'm not alright
Exctinct inside
I'm runnin' out of time
My mother says I'm fine
He sat the last bullet inside the barrel of the gun and sat it on his lap.
"Stupid…I'm stupid." He hissed at himself.
"Pon, why don't you ever use your head." Darry had always yelled at him.
"Well, Darry, I guess you won't have to worry about that now, will ya?"
With that, Pony placed the nozzle of the gun inside his mouth.
A teenage suicide
No place to hide
Well I've got no place left to hide
No place to hide
Well I'm runnin' out of time
He gave silent good-byes.
Not one tear feel from his green eyes, not one tear ran down his cheek.
There was nothing but the movement of his fingers as he pulled the trigger.
Nothing. Darkness.
Freedom?
No place to hide
Ya, I've got no place left to hide
No place to hide
A teenage suicide