Beautiful People

Um, this poem sucks. ^_^ It's from Miyako's POV, and it's, I guess, part of my sort-of series of poems for the 02 kids, but it really stinks and I just wanted to finish it off.

Beautiful People
by Rb

They say even
beautiful people
have
problems
but I
don't believe
that

I wish
I was
a beautiful
person
I'm so ugly
out and in

Mimi is
beautiful
she's so
sweet and
kind and
caring and
wonderful

I want to
be like her
but I never
will
be

I'm loud
and I
always talk
without
thinking
and I'm so
stubborn
I never listen
to anyone
else

People don't
like me too much
I don't have many
friends
I'm outgoing
but people call it
'boisterous'
and ignore me

And I
can't stop it
can't change it
can't be different
I'm always
left out.

No one
knows
my true
feelings.
I want
to be strong
but I'm weak.
I want
to be loved
but I'm not

I want
to be
a
beautiful person...
I want
to strengthen
my heart

No matter
what I do
it's not enough
no one believes me
so I'll
make them believe
in me.

They can trust me
if they only would
but they don't
I don't trust myself

If even
beautiful people
have
problems
then how many
problem do
I have?

Maybe I
can become a
beautiful person
if I stop
trying to
hide...