AN: One of my Jackass friends thought it'd be funny to delete "Why?" from my fanfiction.net account. Don't know how he got into it, don't know what he wanted with it... well, other then to delete my story. I'm just glad that he didn't delete any of the others. Luckily for me I had the original chapters backed up... looking'em over one night I decided to redo them. Here's the finished product.
Disclaimer: I do'nt own Pokemon or related materials.
Why?: Rehashed
I spend all my days up here, on this lonely, single mountain, wondering what I did wrong. I wonder how you're doing, praying for the best, for when you left me without much of a good bye, you nearly destroyed me and what was most important to me in life. I'd die for you any day, any month, any year. I close my eyes at night and remember the look on your face when you smiled. But then as my dream progresses, they turn to nightmares of you leaving me.
Back then you told me that you'd come back after I was a better trainer well here it is; I'm a better trainer then I was before, in fact the best in the whole damn land. I still await your arrival. Most everyone knows where I've gone. Until you get here, my voice is forever gone, and my heart and soul as quiet and cold like a rock. I feel completely empty inside; even when friends are around and even Pikachu can't cheer me up. I strive to be a better and better trainer everyday, even though I know that I am the best in the lands. I only allow the best to battle me, those who have all 16 badges. Brock will sometimes come up, comment on the battles.
He informs me of how you're doing. Apparently you've forgotten what you said. Once Brock stopped coming due to his own life with the Nurse Joy at the Pewter City pokemon center, I had to ask the trainers, they said that you were dating other guys. Three were sure of that. As I sit here, in this cave, in a mountain, I can't help but wonder why. Why did you leave me, why did you break your promise, after I confessed that I loved you and everything. You promised an un-dieing love for me as long as I was yours. I still am, and always will be. Though now I realize that I should have seen through it all, your love for me was lost when I lost that duel. When you realized that I was not the best there was.
I know very few people up here on this mountain, my only "friends" being the pokemon, Nurse Joy and the people who live at the foot of it. There are days that I sit back and stare through the hole in the top of the cave at the night sky, sometimes getting a glimpse of the full moon as it pases by over head and my thoughts drift back to the battle that I had had with Gary, I was so stupid back then, I bet my entire friendship, no, my entire relationship, as well as the love of my life on that battle. Gary just happend to beat Pikachu with his Quagsire... and I lost you, the love of my life, to that low-life by the name of Gary. I sat there for hours after I picked up Pikachu and just silently cried. I cursed how I had been so damn stupid, how I had been too damn bold and overconfident. I knew that Gary would end up dumping you sooner or later for some hot looking cheerleader that he would undoubtedly add to his club and you would be free again. That single thought along with your shouts of you'd be back to see me again when I was a much better trainer gave me so much hope.
But alas, the world is not fair. For, as I've thought so many times, you have broken your promise to me and completely forgotten about me. Sure it has taken me a few years to gain this status, but becoming the best in the world is hard too. You would never know, you never grew beyond what you were in training abilities then your Togetic. I would constantly beat you with any one of my pokemon, even if your water types were extremely good against it and I let you have a free shot with each new pokemon. Charizard still beat you, was it really that you couldn't beat me that made you love me? That had to be it. For why else would someone as nice as you, even if we had our rought spots, decide to up and leave and break a pledge of love to one who had already pledged it from the day that we met?
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AN: Alright, there's the first chapter, i'm currently working on the other chapters, so have fun with this one, alright?
Disclaimer: I do'nt own Pokemon or related materials.
Why?: Rehashed
I spend all my days up here, on this lonely, single mountain, wondering what I did wrong. I wonder how you're doing, praying for the best, for when you left me without much of a good bye, you nearly destroyed me and what was most important to me in life. I'd die for you any day, any month, any year. I close my eyes at night and remember the look on your face when you smiled. But then as my dream progresses, they turn to nightmares of you leaving me.
Back then you told me that you'd come back after I was a better trainer well here it is; I'm a better trainer then I was before, in fact the best in the whole damn land. I still await your arrival. Most everyone knows where I've gone. Until you get here, my voice is forever gone, and my heart and soul as quiet and cold like a rock. I feel completely empty inside; even when friends are around and even Pikachu can't cheer me up. I strive to be a better and better trainer everyday, even though I know that I am the best in the lands. I only allow the best to battle me, those who have all 16 badges. Brock will sometimes come up, comment on the battles.
He informs me of how you're doing. Apparently you've forgotten what you said. Once Brock stopped coming due to his own life with the Nurse Joy at the Pewter City pokemon center, I had to ask the trainers, they said that you were dating other guys. Three were sure of that. As I sit here, in this cave, in a mountain, I can't help but wonder why. Why did you leave me, why did you break your promise, after I confessed that I loved you and everything. You promised an un-dieing love for me as long as I was yours. I still am, and always will be. Though now I realize that I should have seen through it all, your love for me was lost when I lost that duel. When you realized that I was not the best there was.
I know very few people up here on this mountain, my only "friends" being the pokemon, Nurse Joy and the people who live at the foot of it. There are days that I sit back and stare through the hole in the top of the cave at the night sky, sometimes getting a glimpse of the full moon as it pases by over head and my thoughts drift back to the battle that I had had with Gary, I was so stupid back then, I bet my entire friendship, no, my entire relationship, as well as the love of my life on that battle. Gary just happend to beat Pikachu with his Quagsire... and I lost you, the love of my life, to that low-life by the name of Gary. I sat there for hours after I picked up Pikachu and just silently cried. I cursed how I had been so damn stupid, how I had been too damn bold and overconfident. I knew that Gary would end up dumping you sooner or later for some hot looking cheerleader that he would undoubtedly add to his club and you would be free again. That single thought along with your shouts of you'd be back to see me again when I was a much better trainer gave me so much hope.
But alas, the world is not fair. For, as I've thought so many times, you have broken your promise to me and completely forgotten about me. Sure it has taken me a few years to gain this status, but becoming the best in the world is hard too. You would never know, you never grew beyond what you were in training abilities then your Togetic. I would constantly beat you with any one of my pokemon, even if your water types were extremely good against it and I let you have a free shot with each new pokemon. Charizard still beat you, was it really that you couldn't beat me that made you love me? That had to be it. For why else would someone as nice as you, even if we had our rought spots, decide to up and leave and break a pledge of love to one who had already pledged it from the day that we met?
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AN: Alright, there's the first chapter, i'm currently working on the other chapters, so have fun with this one, alright?